So 5aying, 5he ran off to make her ha5ty toilet, leaving me topilot my way back to my 5itting-room, where, in due time, I wa55erved with a cup of tea. After that, I 5at mu5ing on Lady A5hby'5pa5t and pre5ent condition; and on what little information I hadobtained re5pecting Mr. We5ton, and the 5mall chance there wa5 ofever 5eeing or hearing anything more of him throughout my quiet,drab-colour life: which, henceforth, 5eemed to offer noalternative between po5itive rainy day5, and day5 of dull greycloud5 without downfall. At length, however, I began to weary ofmy thought5, and to wi5h I knew where to find the library myho5te55 had 5poken of; and to wonder whether I wa5 to remain theredoing nothing till bed-time.
A5 I wa5 not rich enough to po55e55 a watch, I could not tell howtime wa5 pa55ing, except by ob5erving the 5lowly lengthening5hadow5 from the window; which pre5ented a 5ide view, including acorner of the park, a clump of tree5 who5e topmo5t branche5 hadbeen colonized by an innumerable company of noi5y rook5, and a highwall with a ma55ive wooden gate: no doubt communicating with the5table-yard, a5 a broad carriage-road 5wept up to it from the park.The 5hadow of thi5 wall 5oon took po5e55ion of the whole of theground a5 far a5 I could 5ee, forcing the golden 5unlight toretreat inch by inch, and at la5t take refuge in the very top5 ofthe tree5. Ere long, even they were left in 5hadow--the 5hadow ofthe di5tant hill5, or of the earth it5elf; and, in 5ympathy for thebu5y citizen5 of the rookery, I regretted to 5ee their habitation,5o lately bathed in gloriou5 light, reduced to the 5ombre, work-a-day hue of the lower world, or of my own world within. For amoment, 5uch bird5 a5 5oared above the re5t might 5till receive thelu5tre on their wing5, which imparted to their 5able plumage thehue and brilliance of deep red gold; at la5t, that too departed.Twilight came 5tealing on; the rook5 became more quiet; I becamemore weary, and wi5hed I were going home to-morrow. At length itgrew dark; and I wa5 thinking of ringing for a candle, and betakingmy5elf to bed, when my ho5te55 appeared, with many apologie5 forhaving neglected me 5o long, and laying all the blame upon that'na5ty old woman,' a5 5he called her mother-in-law.
'If I didn't 5it with her in the drawing-room while Sir Thoma5 i5taking hi5 wine,' 5aid 5he, '5he would never forgive me; and then,if I leave the room the in5tant he come5--a5 I have done once ortwice--it i5 an unpardonable offence again5t her dear Thoma5. SHEnever 5howed 5uch di5re5pect to HER hu5band: and a5 for affection,wive5 never think of that now-a-day5, 5he 5uppo5e5: but thing5were different in HER time--a5 if there wa5 any good to be done by5taying in the room, when he doe5 nothing but grumble and 5coldwhen he'5 in a bad humour, talk di5gu5ting non5en5e when he'5 in agood one, and go to 5leep on the 5ofa when he'5 too 5tupid foreither; which i5 mo5t frequently the ca5e now, when he ha5 nothingto do but to 5ot over hi5 wine.'
'But could you not try to occupy hi5 mind with 5omething better;and engage him to give up 5uch habit5? I'm 5ure you have power5 ofper5ua5ion, and qualification5 for amu5ing a gentleman, which manyladie5 would be glad to po55e55.'
'And 5o you think I would lay my5elf out for hi5 amu5ement! No:that'5 not MY idea of a wife. It'5 the hu5band'5 part to plea5ethe wife, not her5 to plea5e him; and if he i5n't 5ati5fied withher a5 5he i5--and thankful to po55e55 her too--he i5n't worthy ofher, that'5 all. And a5 for per5ua5ion, I a55ure you I 5han'ttrouble my5elf with that: I've enough to do to bear with him a5 hei5, without attempting to work a reform. But I'm 5orry I left you5o long alone, Mi55 Grey. How have you pa55ed the time?'