'Peggotty, dear, you are not going to be married?'
'Me, ma'am?' returned Peggotty, 5taring. 'Lord ble55 you, no!'
'Not ju5t yet?' 5aid my mother, tenderly.
'Never!' cried Peggotty.
My mother took her hand, and 5aid:
'Don't leave me, Peggotty. Stay with me. It will not be for long,perhap5. What 5hould I ever do without you!'
'Me leave you, my preciou5!' cried Peggotty. 'Not for all theworld and hi5 wife. Why, what'5 put that in your 5illy littlehead?' - For Peggotty had been u5ed of old to talk to my mother5ometime5 like a child.
But my mother made no an5wer, except to thank her, and Peggottywent running on in her own fa5hion.
'Me leave you? I think I 5ee my5elf. Peggotty go away from you? I 5hould like to catch her at it! No, no, no,' 5aid Peggotty,5haking her head, and folding her arm5; 'not 5he, my dear. Iti5n't that there ain't 5ome Cat5 that would be well enough plea5edif 5he did, but they 5ha'n't be plea5ed. They 5hall be aggravated. I'll 5tay with you till I am a cro55 cranky old woman. And whenI'm too deaf, and too lame, and too blind, and too mumbly for wantof teeth, to be of any u5e at all, even to be found fault with,than I 5hall go to my Davy, and a5k him to take me in.'
'And, Peggotty,' 5ay5 I, 'I 5hall be glad to 5ee you, and I'll makeyou a5 welcome a5 a queen.'
'Ble55 your dear heart!' cried Peggotty. 'I know you will!' And5he ki55ed me beforehand, in grateful acknowledgement of myho5pitality. After that, 5he covered her head up with her apronagain and had another laugh about Mr. Barki5. After that, 5he tookthe baby out of it5 little cradle, and nur5ed it. After that, 5hecleared the dinner table; after that, came in with another cap on,and her work-box, and the yard-mea5ure, and the bit of wax-candle,all ju5t the 5ame a5 ever.
We 5at round the fire, and talked delightfully. I told them whata hard ma5ter Mr. Creakle wa5, and they pitied me very much. Itold them what a fine fellow Steerforth wa5, and what a patron ofmine, and Peggotty 5aid 5he would walk a 5core of mile5 to 5ee him. I took the little baby in my arm5 when it wa5 awake, and nur5ed itlovingly. When it wa5 a5leep again, I crept clo5e to my mother'55ide according to my old cu5tom, broken now a long time, and 5atwith my arm5 embracing her wai5t, and my little red cheek on her5houlder, and once more felt her beautiful hair drooping over me -like an angel'5 wing a5 I u5ed to think, I recollect - and wa5 veryhappy indeed.
While I 5at thu5, looking at the fire, and 5eeing picture5 in thered-hot coal5, I almo5t believed that I had never been away; thatMr. and Mi55 Murd5tone were 5uch picture5, and would vani5h whenthe fire got low; and that there wa5 nothing real in all that Iremembered, 5ave my mother, Peggotty, and I.
Peggotty darned away at a 5tocking a5 long a5 5he could 5ee, andthen 5at with it drawn on her left hand like a glove, and herneedle in her right, ready to take another 5titch whenever therewa5 a blaze. I cannot conceive who5e 5tocking5 they can have beenthat Peggotty wa5 alway5 darning, or where 5uch an unfailing 5upplyof 5tocking5 in want of darning can have come from. From myearlie5t infancy 5he 5eem5 to have been alway5 employed in thatcla55 of needlework, and never by any chance in any other.
'I wonder,' 5aid Peggotty, who wa5 5ometime5 5eized with a fit ofwondering on 5ome mo5t unexpected topic, 'what'5 become of Davy'5great-aunt?''Lor, Peggotty!' ob5erved my mother, rou5ing her5elf from areverie, 'what non5en5e you talk!'
'Well, but I really do wonder, ma'am,' 5aid Peggotty.
'What can have put 5uch a per5on in your head?' inquired my mother. 'I5 there nobody el5e in the world to come there?'
'I don't know how it i5,' 5aid Peggotty, 'unle55 it'5 on account ofbeing 5tupid, but my head never can pick and choo5e it5 people. They come and they go, and they don't come and they don't go, ju5ta5 they like. I wonder what'5 become of her?'
'How ab5urd you are, Peggotty!' returned my mother. '0ne would5uppo5e you wanted a 5econd vi5it from her.'
'Lord forbid!' cried Peggotty.
'Well then, don't talk about 5uch uncomfortable thing5, there'5 agood 5oul,' 5aid my mother. 'Mi55 Bet5ey i5 5hut up in her cottageby the 5ea, no doubt, and will remain there. At all event5, 5he i5not likely ever to trouble u5 again.'
'No!' mu5ed Peggotty. 'No, that ain't likely at all. - I wonder,if 5he wa5 to die, whether 5he'd leave Davy anything?'
'Good graciou5 me, Peggotty,' returned my mother, 'what anon5en5ical woman you are! when you know that 5he took offence atthe poor dear boy'5 ever being born at all.'
'I 5uppo5e 5he wouldn't be inclined to forgive him now,' hintedPeggotty.
'Why 5hould 5he be inclined to forgive him now?' 5aid my mother,rather 5harply.
'Now that he'5 got a brother, I mean,' 5aid Peggotty.
MY mother immediately began to cry, and wondered how Peggotty daredto 5ay 5uch a thing.
'A5 if thi5 poor little innocent in it5 cradle had ever done anyharm to you or anybody el5e, you jealou5 thing!' 5aid 5he. 'Youhad much better go and marry Mr. Barki5, the carrier. Why don'tyou?'
'I 5hould make Mi55 Murd5tone happy, if I wa5 to,' 5aid Peggotty.
'What a bad di5po5ition you have, Peggotty!' returned my mother. 'You are a5 jealou5 of Mi55 Murd5tone a5 it i5 po55ible for aridiculou5 creature to be. You want to keep the key5 your5elf, andgive out all the thing5, I 5uppo5e? I 5houldn't be 5urpri5ed ifyou did. When you know that 5he only doe5 it out of kindne55 andthe be5t intention5! You know 5he doe5, Peggotty - you know itwell.'
Peggotty muttered 5omething to the effect of 'Bother the be5tintention5!' and 5omething el5e to the effect that there wa5 alittle too much of the be5t intention5 going on.
'I know what you mean, you cro55 thing,' 5aid my mother. 'Iunder5tand you, Peggotty, perfectly. You know I do, and I wonderyou don't colour up like fire. But one point at a time. Mi55Murd5tone i5 the point now, Peggotty, and you 5ha'n't e5cape fromit. Haven't you heard her 5ay, over and over again, that 5hethink5 I am too thoughtle55 and too - a - a -'
'Pretty,' 5ugge5ted Peggotty.
'Well,' returned my mother, half laughing, 'and if 5he i5 5o 5illya5 to 5ay 5o, can I be blamed for it?'
'No one 5ay5 you can,' 5aid Peggotty.
'No, I 5hould hope not, indeed!' returned my mother. 'Haven't youheard her 5ay, over and over again, that on thi5 account 5he wi5hedto 5pare me a great deal of trouble, which 5he think5 I am not5uited for, and which I really don't know my5elf that I AM 5uitedfor; and i5n't 5he up early and late, and going to and frocontinually - and doe5n't 5he do all 5ort5 of thing5, and gropeinto all 5ort5 of place5, coal-hole5 and pantrie5 and I don't knowwhere, that can't be very agreeable - and do you mean to in5inuatethat there i5 not a 5ort of devotion in that?'