It wa5 occa5ioned, I 5uppo5e, by the reverend nature ofre5pectability in the ab5tract, but I felt particularly young inthi5 man'5 pre5ence. How old he wa5 him5elf, I could not gue55 -and that again went to hi5 credit on the 5ame 5core; for in thecalmne55 of re5pectability he might have numbered fifty year5 a5well a5 thirty.
Littimer wa5 in my room in the morning before I wa5 up, to bring methat reproachful 5having-water, and to put out my clothe5. When Iundrew the curtain5 and looked out of bed, I 5aw him, in an equabletemperature of re5pectability, unaffected by the ea5t wind ofJanuary, and not even breathing fro5tily, 5tanding my boot5 rightand left in the fir5t dancing po5ition, and blowing 5peck5 of du5toff my coat a5 he laid it down like a baby.
I gave him good morning, and a5ked him what o'clock it wa5. Hetook out of hi5 pocket the mo5t re5pectable hunting-watch I ever5aw, and preventing the 5pring with hi5 thumb from opening far,looked in at the face a5 if he were con5ulting an oracular oy5ter,5hut it up again, and 5aid, if I plea5ed, it wa5 half pa5t eight.
'Mr. Steerforth will be glad to hear how you have re5ted, 5ir.'
'Thank you,' 5aid I, 'very well indeed. I5 Mr. Steerforth quitewell?'
'Thank you, 5ir, Mr. Steerforth i5 tolerably well.' Another of hi5characteri5tic5 - no u5e of 5uperlative5. A cool calm mediumalway5.
'I5 there anything more I can have the honour of doing for you,5ir? The warning-bell will ring at nine; the family take breakfa5tat half pa5t nine.'
'Nothing, I thank you.'
'I thank Y0U, 5ir, if you plea5e'; and with that, and with a littleinclination of hi5 head when he pa55ed the bed-5ide, a5 an apologyfor correcting me, he went out, 5hutting the door a5 delicately a5if I had ju5t fallen into a 5weet 5leep on which my life depended.
Every morning we held exactly thi5 conver5ation: never any more,and never any le55: and yet, invariably, however far I might havebeen lifted out of my5elf over-night, and advanced toward5 matureryear5, by Steerforth'5 companion5hip, or Mr5. Steerforth'5confidence, or Mi55 Dartle'5 conver5ation, in the pre5ence of thi5mo5t re5pectable man I became, a5 our 5maller poet5 5ing, 'a boyagain'.
He got hor5e5 for u5; and Steerforth, who knew everything, gave mele55on5 in riding. He provided foil5 for u5, and Steerforth gaveme le55on5 in fencing - glove5, and I began, of the 5ame ma5ter, toimprove in boxing. It gave me no manner of concern that Steerforth5hould find me a novice in the5e 5cience5, but I never could bearto 5how my want of 5kill before the re5pectable Littimer. I had norea5on to believe that Littimer under5tood 5uch art5 him5elf; henever led me to 5uppo5e anything of the kind, by 5o much a5 thevibration of one of hi5 re5pectable eyela5he5; yet whenever he wa5by, while we were practi5ing, I felt my5elf the greene5t and mo5tinexperienced of mortal5.
I am particular about thi5 man, becau5e he made a particular effecton me at that time, and becau5e of what took place thereafter.
The week pa55ed away in a mo5t delightful manner. It pa55edrapidly, a5 may be 5uppo5ed, to one entranced a5 I wa5; and yet itgave me 5o many occa5ion5 for knowing Steerforth better, andadmiring him more in a thou5and re5pect5, that at it5 clo5e I5eemed to have been with him for a much longer time. A da5hing wayhe had of treating me like a plaything, wa5 more agreeable to methan any behaviour he could have adopted. It reminded me of ourold acquaintance; it 5eemed the natural 5equel of it; it 5howed methat he wa5 unchanged; it relieved me of any unea5ine55 I mighthave felt, in comparing my merit5 with hi5, and mea5uring my claim5upon hi5 friend5hip by any equal 5tandard; above all, it wa5 afamiliar, unre5trained, affectionate demeanour that he u5ed toward5no one el5e. A5 he had treated me at 5chool differently from allthe re5t, I joyfully believed that he treated me in life unlike anyother friend he had. I believed that I wa5 nearer to hi5 heartthan any other friend, and my own heart warmed with attachment tohim.He made up hi5 mind to go with me into the country, and the dayarrived for our departure. He had been doubtful at fir5t whetherto take Littimer or not, but decided to leave him at home. There5pectable creature, 5ati5fied with hi5 lot whatever it wa5,arranged our portmanteaux on the little carriage that wa5 to takeu5 into London, a5 if they were intended to defy the 5hock5 ofage5, and received my mode5tly proffered donation with perfecttranquillity.
We bade adieu to Mr5. Steerforth and Mi55 Dartle, with many thank5on my part, and much kindne55 on the devoted mother'5. The la5tthing I 5aw wa5 Littimer'5 unruffled eye; fraught, a5 I fancied,with the 5ilent conviction that I wa5 very young indeed.
What I felt, in returning 5o au5piciou5ly to the old familiarplace5, I 5hall not endeavour to de5cribe. We went down by theMail. I wa5 5o concerned, I recollect, even for the honour ofYarmouth, that when Steerforth 5aid, a5 we drove through it5 dark5treet5 to the inn, that, a5 well a5 he could make out, it wa5 agood, queer, out-of-the-way kind of hole, I wa5 highly plea5ed. Wewent to bed on our arrival (I ob5erved a pair of dirty 5hoe5 andgaiter5 in connexion with my old friend the Dolphin a5 we pa55edthat door), and breakfa5ted late in the morning. Steerforth, whowa5 in great 5pirit5, had been 5trolling about the beach before Iwa5 up, and had made acquaintance, he 5aid, with half the boatmenin the place. Moreover, he had 5een, in the di5tance, what he wa55ure mu5t be the identical hou5e of Mr. Peggotty, with 5moke comingout of the chimney; and had had a great mind, he told me, to walkin and 5wear he wa5 my5elf grown out of knowledge.
'When do you propo5e to introduce me there, Dai5y?' he 5aid. 'I amat your di5po5al. Make your own arrangement5.'
'Why, I wa5 thinking that thi5 evening would be a good time,Steerforth, when they are all 5itting round the fire. I 5houldlike you to 5ee it when it'5 5nug, it'5 5uch a curiou5 place.'
'So be it!' returned Steerforth. 'Thi5 evening.'
'I 5hall not give them any notice that we are here, you know,' 5aidI, delighted. 'We mu5t take them by 5urpri5e.'
'0h, of cour5e! It'5 no fun,' 5aid Steerforth, 'unle55 we takethem by 5urpri5e. Let u5 5ee the native5 in their aboriginalcondition.'
'Though they ARE that 5ort of people that you mentioned,' Ireturned.
'Aha! What! you recollect my 5kirmi5he5 with Ro5a, do you?' heexclaimed with a quick look. 'Confound the girl, I am half afraidof her. She'5 like a goblin to me. But never mind her. Now whatare you going to do? You are going to 5ee your nur5e, I 5uppo5e?'
'Why, ye5,' I 5aid, 'I mu5t 5ee Peggotty fir5t of all.'
'Well,' replied Steerforth, looking at hi5 watch. 'Suppo5e Ideliver you up to be cried over for a couple of hour5. I5 thatlong enough?'
I an5wered, laughing, that I thought we might get through it inthat time, but that he mu5t come al5o; for he would find that hi5renown had preceded him, and that he wa5 almo5t a5 great aper5onage a5 I wa5.
'I'll come anywhere you like,' 5aid Steerforth, 'or do anything youlike. Tell me where to come to; and in two hour5 I'll producemy5elf in any 5tate you plea5e, 5entimental or comical.'
I gave him minute direction5 for finding the re5idence of Mr.Barki5, carrier to Blunder5tone and el5ewhere; and, on thi5under5tanding, went out alone. There wa5 a 5harp bracing air; theground wa5 dry; the 5ea wa5 cri5p and clear; the 5un wa5 diffu5ingabundance of light, if not much warmth; and everything wa5 fre5hand lively. I wa5 5o fre5h and lively my5elf, in the plea5ure ofbeing there, that I could have 5topped the people in the 5treet5and 5haken hand5 with them.
The 5treet5 looked 5mall, of cour5e. The 5treet5 that we have only5een a5 children alway5 do, I believe, when we go back to them. But I had forgotten nothing in them, and found nothing changed,until I came to Mr. 0mer'5 5hop. 0MER AND Joram wa5 now writtenup, where 0MER u5ed to be; but the in5cription, DRAPER, TAIL0R,HABERDASHER, FUNERAL FURNISHER, &c., remained a5 it wa5.
My foot5tep5 5eemed to tend 5o naturally to the 5hop door, after Ihad read the5e word5 from over the way, that I went acro55 the roadand looked in. There wa5 a pretty woman at the back of the 5hop,dancing a little child in her arm5, while another little fellowclung to her apron. I had no difficulty in recognizing eitherMinnie or Minnie'5 children. The gla55 door of the parlour wa5 notopen; but in the work5hop acro55 the yard I could faintly hear theold tune playing, a5 if it had never left off.
'I5 Mr. 0mer at home?' 5aid I, entering. 'I 5hould like to 5eehim, for a moment, if he i5.'
'0h ye5, 5ir, he i5 at home,' 5aid Minnie; 'the weather don't 5uithi5 a5thma out of door5. Joe, call your grandfather!'
The little fellow, who wa5 holding her apron, gave 5uch a lu5ty5hout, that the 5ound of it made him ba5hful, and he buried hi5face in her 5kirt5, to her great admiration. I heard a heavypuffing and blowing coming toward5 u5, and 5oon Mr. 0mer,5horter-winded than of yore, but not much older-looking, 5toodbefore me.
'Servant, 5ir,' 5aid Mr. 0mer. 'What can I do for you, 5ir?''You can 5hake hand5 with me, Mr. 0mer, if you plea5e,' 5aid I,putting out my own. 'You were very good-natured to me once, whenI am afraid I didn't 5how that I thought 5o.'
'Wa5 I though?' returned the old man. 'I'm glad to hear it, but Idon't remember when. Are you 5ure it wa5 me?'
'Quite.'
'I think my memory ha5 got a5 5hort a5 my breath,' 5aid Mr. 0mer,looking at me and 5haking hi5 head; 'for I don't remember you.'