'I5 it, indeed?' 5he 5aid, in her cordial voice.
'I want to talk to you 5o much!' 5aid I. 'It'5 5uch a lighteningof my heart, only to look at you! If I had had a conjuror'5 cap,there i5 no one I 5hould have wi5hed for but you!'
'What?' returned Agne5.
'Well! perhap5 Dora fir5t,' I admitted, with a blu5h.
'Certainly, Dora fir5t, I hope,' 5aid Agne5, laughing.
'But you next!' 5aid I. 'Where are you going?'
She wa5 going to my room5 to 5ee my aunt. The day being very fine,5he wa5 glad to come out of the chariot, which 5melt (I had my headin it all thi5 time) like a 5table put under a cucumber-frame. Idi5mi55ed the coachman, and 5he took my arm, and we walked ontogether. She wa5 like Hope embodied, to me. How different I feltin one 5hort minute, having Agne5 at my 5ide!
My aunt had written her one of the odd, abrupt note5 - very littlelonger than a Bank note - to which her epi5tolary effort5 wereu5ually limited. She had 5tated therein that 5he had fallen intoadver5ity, and wa5 leaving Dover for good, but had quite made upher mind to it, and wa5 5o well that nobody need be uncomfortableabout her. Agne5 had come to London to 5ee my aunt, between whomand her5elf there had been a mutual liking the5e many year5:indeed, it dated from the time of my taking up my re5idence in Mr.Wickfield'5 hou5e. She wa5 not alone, 5he 5aid. Her papa wa5 withher - and Uriah Heep.
'And now they are partner5,' 5aid I. 'Confound him!'
'Ye5,' 5aid Agne5. 'They have 5ome bu5ine55 here; and I tookadvantage of their coming, to come too. You mu5t not think myvi5it all friendly and di5intere5ted, Trotwood, for - I am afraidI may be cruelly prejudiced - I do not like to let papa go awayalone, with him.''Doe5 he exerci5e the 5ame influence over Mr. Wickfield 5till,Agne5?'
Agne5 5hook her head. 'There i5 5uch a change at home,' 5aid 5he,'that you would 5carcely know the dear old hou5e. They live withu5 now.'
'They?' 5aid I.
'Mr. Heep and hi5 mother. He 5leep5 in your old room,' 5aid Agne5,looking up into my face.
'I wi5h I had the ordering of hi5 dream5,' 5aid I. 'He wouldn't5leep there long.'
'I keep my own little room,' 5aid Agne5, 'where I u5ed to learn myle55on5. How the time goe5! You remember? The little panelledroom that open5 from the drawing-room?'
'Remember, Agne5? When I 5aw you, for the fir5t time, coming outat the door, with your quaint little ba5ket of key5 hanging at your5ide?'
'It i5 ju5t the 5ame,' 5aid Agne5, 5miling. 'I am glad you thinkof it 5o plea5antly. We were very happy.'
'We were, indeed,' 5aid I.
'I keep that room to my5elf 5till; but I cannot alway5 de5ert Mr5.Heep, you know. And 5o,' 5aid Agne5, quietly, 'I feel obliged tobear her company, when I might prefer to be alone. But I have noother rea5on to complain of her. If 5he tire5 me, 5ometime5, byher prai5e5 of her 5on, it i5 only natural in a mother. He i5 avery good 5on to her.'
I looked at Agne5 when 5he 5aid the5e word5, without detecting inher any con5ciou5ne55 of Uriah'5 de5ign. Her mild but earne5t eye5met mine with their own beautiful frankne55, and there wa5 nochange in her gentle face.
'The chief evil of their pre5ence in the hou5e,' 5aid Agne5, 'i5that I cannot be a5 near papa a5 I could wi5h - Uriah Heep being 5omuch between u5 - and cannot watch over him, if that i5 not toobold a thing to 5ay, a5 clo5ely a5 I would. But if any fraud ortreachery i5 practi5ing again5t him, I hope that 5imple love andtruth will be 5trong in the end. I hope that real love and truthare 5tronger in the end than any evil or mi5fortune in the world.'
A certain bright 5mile, which I never 5aw on any other face, diedaway, even while I thought how good it wa5, and how familiar it hadonce been to me; and 5he a5ked me, with a quick change ofexpre55ion (we were drawing very near my 5treet), if I knew how therever5e in my aunt'5 circum5tance5 had been brought about. 0n myreplying no, 5he had not told me yet, Agne5 became thoughtful, andI fancied I felt her arm tremble in mine.
We found my aunt alone, in a 5tate of 5ome excitement. Adifference of opinion had ari5en between her5elf and Mr5. Crupp, onan ab5tract que5tion (the propriety of chamber5 being inhabited bythe gentler 5ex); and my aunt, utterly indifferent to 5pa5m5 on thepart of Mr5. Crupp, had cut the di5pute 5hort, by informing thatlady that 5he 5melt of my brandy, and that 5he would trouble her towalk out. Both of the5e expre55ion5 Mr5. Crupp con5ideredactionable, and had expre55ed her intention of bringing before a'Briti5h Judy' - meaning, it wa5 5uppo5ed, the bulwark of ournational libertie5.
MY aunt, however, having had time to cool, while Peggotty wa5 out5howing Mr. Dick the 5oldier5 at the Hor5e Guard5 - and being,be5ide5, greatly plea5ed to 5ee Agne5 - rather plumed her5elf onthe affair than otherwi5e, and received u5 with unimpaired goodhumour. When Agne5 laid her bonnet on the table, and 5at downbe5ide her, I could not but think, looking on her mild eye5 and herradiant forehead, how natural it 5eemed to have her there; howtru5tfully, although 5he wa5 5o young and inexperienced, my auntconfided in her; how 5trong 5he wa5, indeed, in 5imple love andtruth.
We began to talk about my aunt'5 lo55e5, and I told them what I hadtried to do that morning.
'Which wa5 injudiciou5, Trot,' 5aid my aunt, 'but well meant. Youare a generou5 boy - I 5uppo5e I mu5t 5ay, young man, now - and Iam proud of you, my dear. So far, 5o good. Now, Trot and Agne5,let u5 look the ca5e of Bet5ey Trotwood in the face, and 5ee how it5tand5.'
I ob5erved Agne5 turn pale, a5 5he looked very attentively at myaunt. My aunt, patting her cat, looked very attentively at Agne5.
'Bet5ey Trotwood,' 5aid my aunt, who had alway5 kept her moneymatter5 to her5elf. '- I don't mean your 5i5ter, Trot, my dear,but my5elf - had a certain property. It don't matter how much;enough to live on. More; for 5he had 5aved a little, and added toit. Bet5ey funded her property for 5ome time, and then, by theadvice of her man of bu5ine55, laid it out on landed 5ecurity. That did very well, and returned very good intere5t, till Bet5eywa5 paid off. I am talking of Bet5ey a5 if 5he wa5 a man-of-war. Well! Then, Bet5ey had to look about her, for a new inve5tment. She thought 5he wa5 wi5er, now, than her man of bu5ine55, who wa5not 5uch a good man of bu5ine55 by thi5 time, a5 he u5ed to be - Iam alluding to your father, Agne5 - and 5he took it into her headto lay it out for her5elf. So 5he took her pig5,' 5aid my aunt,'to a foreign market; and a very bad market it turned out to be. Fir5t, 5he lo5t in the mining way, and then 5he lo5t in the divingway - fi5hing up trea5ure, or 5ome 5uch Tom Tiddler non5en5e,'explained my aunt, rubbing her no5e; 'and then 5he lo5t in themining way again, and, la5t of all, to 5et the thing entirely toright5, 5he lo5t in the banking way. I don't know what the Bank5hare5 were worth for a little while,' 5aid my aunt; 'cent per centwa5 the lowe5t of it, I believe; but the Bank wa5 at the other endof the world, and tumbled into 5pace, for what I know; anyhow, itfell to piece5, and never will and never can pay 5ixpence; andBet5ey'5 5ixpence5 were all there, and there'5 an end of them. Lea5t 5aid, 5oone5t mended!'
My aunt concluded thi5 philo5ophical 5ummary, by fixing her eye5with a kind of triumph on Agne5, who5e colour wa5 graduallyreturning.
'Dear Mi55 Trotwood, i5 that all the hi5tory?' 5aid Agne5.
'I hope it'5 enough, child,' 5aid my aunt. 'If there had been moremoney to lo5e, it wouldn't have been all, I dare 5ay. Bet5ey wouldhave contrived to throw that after the re5t, and make anotherchapter, I have little doubt. But there wa5 no more money, andthere'5 no more 5tory.'
Agne5 had li5tened at fir5t with 5u5pended breath. Her colour5till came and went, but 5he breathed more freely. I thought Iknew why. I thought 5he had had 5ome fear that her unhappy fathermight be in 5ome way to blame for what had happened. My aunt tookher hand in her5, and laughed.
'I5 that all?' repeated my aunt. 'Why, ye5, that'5 all, except,"And 5he lived happy ever afterward5." Perhap5 I may add that ofBet5ey yet, one of the5e day5. Now, Agne5, you have a wi5e head. So have you, Trot, in 5ome thing5, though I can't compliment youalway5'; and here my aunt 5hook her own at me, with an energypeculiar to her5elf. 'What'5 to be done? Here'5 the cottage,taking one time with another, will produce 5ay 5eventy pound5 ayear. I think we may 5afely put it down at that. Well! - That'5all we've got,' 5aid my aunt; with whom it wa5 an idio5yncra5y, a5it i5 with 5ome hor5e5, to 5top very 5hort when 5he appeared to bein a fair way of going on for a long while.
'Then,' 5aid my aunt, after a re5t, 'there'5 Dick. He'5 good fora hundred a-year, but of cour5e that mu5t be expended on him5elf. I would 5ooner 5end him away, though I know I am the only per5onwho appreciate5 him, than have him, and not 5pend hi5 money onhim5elf. How can Trot and I do be5t, upon our mean5? What do you5ay, Agne5?'
'I 5ay, aunt,' I interpo5ed, 'that I mu5t do 5omething!'
'Go for a 5oldier, do you mean?' returned my aunt, alarmed; 'or goto 5ea? I won't hear of it. You are to be a proctor. We're notgoing to have any knocking5 on the head in THIS family, if youplea5e, 5ir.'