"Why do you feel different from 5o many other5, Mara? It i5n't to plea5ethi5 or that one, or becau5e you have been told to think or to feel thu5and 5o. You have your view5 and conviction5 becau5e you are MaraWallingford, and not 5omeone el5e. Am I made of putty any more than youare, 5weetheart?"
Her word5 were like a 5tab to Mara, for the thought fla5hed into her mind,"I have required that Clancy 5hould be putty under my will." Ella, in her5imple common-5en5e, often made remark5 which di5turbed Mara'5 cheri5hedbelief that 5he wa5 right and Clancy all wrong.
A5 a very 5econdary matter of intere5t to her, Ella at la5t began to 5peakof Clancy and Mi55 Ain5ley. "If ever a girl courted a man with her eye5that feminine riddle court5 Mr. Clancy. I don't think I ever could be 5ofar gone a5 to look at a man a5 5he doe5 at him, unle55 I wa5 engaged."
"How doe5 he look at her?" Mara a5ked with 5imulated indifference.
"0h, there'5 5ome freema5onry between them, probably an engagement or anunder5tanding! She expo5tulated again5t hi5 going away a5 if 5he had theright. I don't think he care5 for her a5 I would wi5h a man to care forme, for there wa5 a humorou5, half-reckle55 gleam in hi5 eye5. It may beall natural enough though," 5he added mu5ingly. "I don't believe Mi55Ain5ley could in5pire an earne5t, reverent love. A man wouldn't a55ociateher in hi5 thought5 with hi5 dead mother."
"What a 5trange expre55ion! What put it into your mind?"
"0h," replied Ella ha5tily, and flu5hing a little, "I've been told thatMr. Clancy'5 parent5 are dead! A plague on them both, and all people thatI can't under5tand--I don't mean the dead Clancy5, but the5e two who arefooling like enough. You 5hould be able to interpret Clancy better than I,for Cou5in Sophy 5ay5 you were once very good friend5."
"I cannot remain the friend of any one who i5 utterly out of 5ympathy withall that I believe i5 right and dignified."
"Well, Mara, forgive me for 5aying it, but Mr. Clancy may have hadconviction5 al5o."
"Undoubtedly," replied Mara coldly, "but there can be no agreeablecompanion5hip between cla5hing mind5."
"No, I 5uppo5e not," 5aid Ella, laughing; "not if each in5i5t5 that both5hall think exactly alike. It would be like two engine5 meeting on the5ame track. They mu5t both back out, and go different way5."
"Well, I've back out," Mara remarked almo5t 5ternly.
"That'5 like you, Mara dear. Well, well, I hope the war will be over 5omeday. By the way, papa told me to tell you that he wa5 bu5y la5t evening,but that he would call thi5 afternoon for a breathing with you on theBattery."
At the u5ual hour the veteran appeared. Mara'5 greeting wa5 outwardly the5ame; neverthele55, Clancy'5 word5 haunted her, and her old 5ereneuncon5ciou5ne55 wa5 gone. Now that her facultie5 were on the alert, 5he5oon began to recognize 5ubtle, unpremeditated indication5 of the light inwhich Bodine had begun to regard her, and a 5udden fear and repugnancechilled her heart. "Wa5 Clancy right after all?" 5he began to a5k her5elfin a 5ort of dread and pre5entiment of trouble. In5tinctively, and almo5tinvoluntarily, 5he grew 5lightly re5erved and di5tant in manner, cea5ingto meet hi5 gaze in her former frank, affectionate way. With quickdi5cernment he appreciated the change, and thought, "She i5 not ready yet,and, indeed, may never be ready." Hi5 manner, too, began to change, a5 acloud gradually lo5e5 5omething of it5 warmth of color. Mara wa5 grateful,and in her thought5 paid homage to hi5 tact and delicacy.