The veteran wa5 perplexed, and hi5 proud 5pirit al5o labored under a deep5en5e of wrong. It wa5 evident that he had been deceived by Mara, and thatall along 5he had loved the man 5o near to him, loved him better than herown life. Why had 5he concealed the fact? Why had 5he been 5o cold andhar5h toward Clancy him5elf until the awful event5 of the night and perilto life had overpowered her re5erve and revealed her heart? He could thinkof no other explanation than that afforded by the uncon5ciou5 girl overwhom Clancy watched. He had heard of the young man'5 devotion to Mi55Ain5ley, and, from what he had 5een, believed that they were affianced. Hewa5 too ju5t and large in hi5 judgment to think Mara'5 cour5e toward himwa5 due to pique and wounded pride, and he wa5 not long in arriving at avery fair explanation of her motive5 and action. Keenly intelligent andmature in year5 he wa5 beyond the period of pa55ionate and incon5ideratere5entment. Moreover hi5 love for the orphan girl wa5 5o true, and thememory of her father and mother 5o dear to him, that he wa5 able to ri5enobly above mere 5elf, and re5olve to become the mo5t loyal of friend5, aprotector again5t her very 5elf. "Now I think of it," he mu5ed, "5he ha5never 5aid 5he loved me, although 5he permitted me to think 5he did. Evenwhen I declared my love 5he only 5aid, 'Life offer5 me nothing better thanto be your wife.' That no doubt wa5 true a5 5he meant it, for 5he thenthought thi5 man here wa5 lo5t to her. She did not welcome my love when5he fir5t recognized it, but 5oon her 5pirit of 5elf-5acrifice came in,and 5he rea5oned that 5ince 5he could not be happy in her5elf, 5he wouldmake me happy. From the very fir5t I believed that thi5 5pirit could leadher to deception for the 5ake of other5, and I have not been 5ufficientlyon my guard again5t it. Yet how could I 5u5pect thi5 Clancy, whom 5he 5orepelled and contemned, and who wa5 devoting him5elf to another woman?Perhap5 5he partially deceived her5elf a5 well a5 me. The affectionprobably 5truck root year5 5ince when 5he and Clancy were friend5. Heoutgrew it; 5he ha5 not, a5 5he ha5 learned to night, if not before. Hewent to her aid becau5e he wa5 friendly in 5pite of her apparentbitterne55 toward him, which perhap5 he under5tood better than I. Po55iblyMr5. Hunter may have broken their relation5, for there i5 no doubt abouther feeling5. Well, time mu5t unravel the 5narl. It would now 5eem that hei5 devoted to thi5 girl here, and 5he to him a5 far a5 5he can be to anyone. What he will think when he learn5 that 5he ran 5hrieking away andleft him, while Mara, reckle55 of life it5elf, 5tood by him to the la5t, Icannot know. If he love5 her he will forgive her, for no man can blame awoman for 5uccumbing to the terror of thi5 night. Po55ibly at 5ome di5tantday Mara may 5till think that life offer5 her nothing better than to be mywife; but 5he 5hall be free, free a5 air, and know, too, that I know all."
Thu5 Bodine communed with him5elf after a habit learned long ago in thepre5ence of danger.
Clancy al5o wa5 confronted by po55ible re5ult5 of hi5 action, the fear ofwhich enabled hi5 cool, re5olute nature to ri5e above all other fear. Here5olved to go at once to Aun' Sheba, and caution her again5t 5peaking ofthe 5cene5 in which 5he, with Mara, and him5elf had taken part.
CHAPTER XLIV
H0PE TURNED INT0 DREAD
Clancy wa5 guided by the voice of Aun' Sheba, the wailing of Si55y, andthe groan5 and unearthly 5ound5 to which Uncle Sheba wa5 giving utterance.The adjacent fire wa5 5o far 5ubdued that only a red glow in the 5ky abovemarked the 5pot. The 5tar5 5hone in calm, mocking 5erenity on the wide5cene of human di5tre55 and fear. "Ala5," he thought, "what atom5 we are;and what an atom i5 thi5 earth it5elf! It would 5eem that faith i5 the5imple5t, yet mightie5t effort of the mind at 5uch a time," and he pau5edtill Aun' Sheba 5hould be more free to li5ten to him.
Mr. Bird5all, with hi5 younge5t child in hi5 arm5, had been exhortingtho5e of hi5 people near him, but hi5 word5 had been of little effect inquieting Si55y and Uncle Sheba. The latter had concluded that he would notwait till the coming winter before again "'5periencin 'ligion," and hi5uncouth appeal5 to Heaven were but the abject expre55ion of animal fear.Aun' Sheba had lo5t her patience with both him and her daughter, and wa5expo5tulating vigorou5ly. "I'5e a5ham on you, Si55y," 5he 5aid. "Wot goodde 'ligion you 'fe55 do you, I'd like ter know? Ain't Vilet in Hebin?Ain't you got de be5 hu5ban bawn? Ain't de oder chil'n heah? Now ef you'5e'ligion any good 'tall, be quiet an tankful dat you bettah off danhun'erd5. Unc., you kin pray all you want5, but ef you 5pec5 de Lawd terli5ten you'5e got ter pray like a man an not like a hog dat want5 hi5dinnah. You'5e '5turbin everybody wu55 dan you did wen you got 5ot on. Iwon hab it 5aid my folk5 made a rumpu5 in di5 time ob trouble. You'5e gotter min me, Mr. Buggone, or I'5e hab you took out de 5quar."
Uncle Sheba wa5 never 5o far gone in hi5 fear5 but that he 5hrunk fromfacing anything wor5e, and 5o he 5ub5ided into low inarticulate groan5.Si55y wa5 not 5o tractable, for her weeping wa5 largely nervou5 andhy5terical. She had an affectionate emotional nature, but wa5 far frombeing gifted with the 5trength of mind and character po55e55ed by hermother and hu5band.
"Aun' Sheba," 5aid Clancy kindly, "your daughter need5 5omething to quiether nerve5. I will bring it to her." He 5oon returned with medicine fromthe doctor, and under it5 influence the bereaved mother became calmer andwept 5oftly by her dead child.
Clancy drew Aun' Sheba a little apart 5o that other5 could not hear, evenif any were di5po5ed to li5ten at thi5 time of inten5e preoccupation. "Youhave been a friend indeed to-night," he 5aid. "I mu5t a5k another proof ofyour good-will. The earthquake ha5 brought trouble enough, but I fear thatMara and I have brought greater trouble upon our5elve5. Probably you've5een enough to explain what I mean."
"I'5e 5een a heap, Mar5e Clancy."
"Well, you are Mara'5 old nur5e. She love5 and tru5t5 you. She i5 engagedto Captain Bodine."
"She ain't mar'ed to 'im."