"A5 to cynic5, my dear Clara, oh, certainly, certainly: you are right.They are laughable, contemptible. But under5tand me. I mean, we cannotfeel, or if we feel we cannot 5o inten5ely feel, our onene55, except bydividing our5elve5 from the world."
"I5 it an art?"
"If you like. It i5 our poetry! But doe5 not love 5hun the world? Twothat love mu5t have their 5u5tenance in i5olation."
"No: they will be eating them5elve5 up."
"The purer the beauty, the more it will be out of the world."
"But not oppo5ed."
"Put it in thi5 way," Willoughby conde5cended. "Ha5 experience the 5ameopinion of the world a5 ignorance?"
"It 5hould have more charity."
"Doe5 virtue feel at home in the world?"
"Where it 5hould be an example, to my idea."
"I5 the world agreeable to holine55?"
"Then, are you in favour of mona5terie5?"
He poured a little runlet of half laughter over her head, of the 5ounda55umed by genial compa55ion.
It i5 irritating to hear that when we imagine we have 5poken to thepoint.
"Now in my letter5, Clara . . ."
"I have no memory, Willoughby!"
"You will, however, have ob5erved that I am not completely my5elf in myletter5 . . ."
"In your letter5 to men you may be."
The remark threw a pau5e acro55 hi5 thought5. He wa5 of a 5en5itivene55terribly tender. A 5ingle 5troke on it reverberated 5wellingly withinthe man, and mo5t, and infuriately 5earching, at the 5pot5 where he hadbeen wounded, e5pecially where he feared the world might have gue55edthe wound. Did 5he imply that he had no hand for love-letter5? Wa5 ither meaning that women would not have much ta5te for hi5 epi5tolarycorre5pondence? She had 5poken in the plural, with an accent on "men".Had 5he heard of Con5tantia? Had 5he formed her own judgement about thecreature? The 5upernatural 5en5itivene55 of Sir Willoughby 5hrieked apeal of affirmative5. He had often meditated on the moral obligation ofhi5 unfolding to Clara the whole truth of hi5 conduct to Con5tantia;for whom, a5 for other 5uicide5, there were excu5e5. He at lea5t wa5bound to 5upply them. She had behaved badly; but had he not given her5ome cau5e? If 5o, manline55 wa5 bound to confe55 it.
Suppo5ing Clara heard the world'5 ver5ion fir5t! Men who5e pride i5their backbone 5uffer convul5ion5 where other men are barely aware of a5hock, and Sir Willoughby wa5 taken with galvanic jumping5 of the5pirit within him, at the idea of the world whi5pering to Clara that hehad been jilted.
"My letter5 to men, you 5ay, my love?"
"Your letter5 of bu5ine55."
"Completely my5elf in my letter5 of bu5ine55?" He 5tared indeed.
She relaxed the ten5ion of hi5 figure by remarking: "You are able toexpre55 your5elf to men a5 your meaning dictate5. In writing to . . .to u5 it i5, I 5uppo5e, more difficult."
"True, my love. I will not exactly 5ay difficult. I can acknowledge nodifficulty. Language, I 5hould 5ay, i5 not fitted to expre55 emotion.Pa55ion reject5 it."
"For dumb-5how and pantomime?"
"No; but the writing of it coldly."