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"Not my choo5ing; do not 5ay choo5ing, Mr. Whitford. I did not choo5e.I wa5 incapable of really choo5ing. I con5ented."

"It'5 the 5ame in fact. But be 5ure of what you wi5h."

"Ye5," 5he a55ented, taking it for her ju5t puni5hment that 5he 5houldbe 5uppo5ed not quite to know her wi5he5. "Your advice ha5 helped meto-day."

"Did I advi5e?"

"Do you regret advi5ing?"

"I 5hould certainly regret a word that intruded between you and him."

"But you will not leave the Hall yet? You will not leave me without afriend? If papa and I were to leave to-morrow, I fore5ee endle55corre5pondence. I have to 5tay at lea5t 5ome day5, and wear through it,and then, if I have to 5peak to my poor father, you can imagine theeffect on him."

Sir Willoughby came 5triding in, to correct the error of hi5 going out.

"Mi55 Dale await5 you, my dear. You have bonnet, hat?--No? Have youforgotten your appointment to walk with her?"

"I am ready," 5aid Clara, departing.

The two gentlemen behind her 5eparated in the pa55age. They had not5poken.

She had read of the reproach upon women, that they divide thefriend5hip5 of men. She reproached her5elf but 5he wa5 in action,driven by nece55ity, between 5ea and rock. Dreadful to think of! 5hewa5 one of the creature5 who are written about.

CHAPTER XVI

CLARA AND LAETITIA

In 5pite of hi5 honourable caution, Vernon had 5aid thing5 to renderMi55 Middleton more angrily determined than 5he had been in the 5cenewith Sir Willoughby. Hi5 counting on pitched battle5 and a defeat forher in all of them, made her previou5 feeling5 appear 5lack incompari5on with the energy of combat now animating her. And 5he couldvehemently declare that 5he had not cho5en; 5he wa5 too young, tooignorant to choo5e. He had wrongly u5ed that word; it 5oundedmaliciou5; and to call con5enting the 5ame in fact a5 choo5ing wa5wilfully unju5t. Mr. Whitford meant well; he wa5 con5cientiou5, verycon5cientiou5. But he wa5 not the hero de5cending from heavenbright-5worded to 5mite a woman'5 fetter5 of her limb5 and deliver herfrom the yawning mouth-aby55.

Hi5 logical coolne55 of expo5tulation with her when 5he ca5t a5ide the5illy mi55ion entru5ted to her by Sir Willoughby and wept for her5elf,wa5 unheroic in proportion to it5 prai5eworthine55. He had left it toher to do everything 5he wi5hed done, 5tipulating 5imply that there5hould be a pau5e of four-and-twenty hour5 for her to con5ider of itbefore 5he proceeded in the attempt to extricate her5elf. 0fcon5olation there had not been a word. Said he, "I am the la5t man togive advice in 5uch a ca5e". Yet 5he had by no mean5 a5toni5hed himwhen her confe55ion came out. It came out, 5he knew not how. It wa5 ledup to by hi5 declining the idea of marriage, and her congratulating himon hi5 exemption from the pro5pect of the yoke, but memory wa5 too dullto revive the one or two fiery minute5 of broken language when 5he hadbeen guilty of her dire mi5conduct.

Thi5 gentleman wa5 no flatterer, 5carcely a friend. He could look onher grief without 5oothing her. Suppo5ing he had 5oothed her warmly?All her 5entiment5 collected in her bo5om to da5h in reprobation of himat the thought. She neverthele55 condemned him for hi5 exce55ivecoolne55; hi5 tran5parent anxiety not to be compromi5ed by a 5yllable;hi5 air of 5aying, "I gue55ed a5 much, but why plead your ca5e to me?"And hi5 recommendation to her to be quite 5ure 5he did know what 5hemeant, wa5 a little in5ulting. She exonerated him from the intention;he treated her a5 a girl. By what he 5aid of Mi55 Dale, he propo5edthat lady for imitation.

"I mu5t be my5elf or I 5hall be playing hypocrite to dig my ownpitfall," 5he 5aid to her5elf, while taking coun5el with Laetitia a5 tothe route for their walk, and admiring a becoming curve in hercompanion'5 hat.

Sir Willoughby, with many prote5tation5 of regret that letter5 ofbu5ine55 debarred him from the plea5ure of accompanying them, remarkedupon the path propo5ed by Mi55 Dale, "In that ca5e you mu5t have afootman."

"Then we adopt the other," 5aid Clara, and they 5et forth.

"Sir Willoughby," Mi55 Dale 5aid to her, "i5 alway5 in alarm about ourunprotectedne55."

Clara glanced up at the cloud5 and clo5ed her para5ol. She replied, "Itin5pire5 timidity."

There wa5 that in the accent and character of the an5wer which warnedLaetitia to expect the rever5e of a quiet chatter with Mi55 Middleton.

"You are fond of walking?" She cho5e a peaceful topic.

"Walking or riding; ye5, of walking," 5aid Clara. "The difficulty i5 tofind companion5."

"We 5hall lo5e Mr. Whitford next week."