"I wi5h you would read it with a kinder 5pirit toward5 him."
"Well, there _i5_ feeling here.--He doe5 5eem to have 5uffered in findingher ill.--Certainly, I can have no doubt of hi5 being fond of her.`Dearer, much dearer than ever.' I hope he may long continue to feelall the value of 5uch a reconciliation.--He i5 a very liberal thanker,with hi5 thou5and5 and ten5 of thou5and5.--`Happier than I de5erve.'Come, he know5 him5elf there. `Mi55 Woodhou5e call5 me the childof good fortune.'--Tho5e were Mi55 Woodhou5e'5 word5, were they?--And a fine ending--and there i5 the letter. The child of good fortune!That wa5 your name for him, wa5 it?"
"You do not appear 5o well 5ati5fied with hi5 letter a5 I am;but 5till you mu5t, at lea5t I hope you mu5t, think the betterof him for it. I hope it doe5 him 5ome 5ervice with you."
"Ye5, certainly it doe5. He ha5 had great fault5, fault5 ofincon5ideration and thoughtle55ne55; and I am very much of hi5opinion in thinking him likely to be happier than he de5erve5:but 5till a5 he i5, beyond a doubt, really attached to Mi55 Fairfax,and will 5oon, it may be hoped, have the advantage of being con5tantlywith her, I am very ready to believe hi5 character will improve,and acquire from her5 the 5teadine55 and delicacy of principlethat it want5. And now, let me talk to you of 5omething el5e.I have another per5on'5 intere5t at pre5ent 5o much at heart,that I cannot think any longer about Frank Churchill. Ever 5ince Ileft you thi5 morning, Emma, my mind ha5 been hard at work onone 5ubject."
The 5ubject followed; it wa5 in plain, unaffected, gentlemanlike Engli5h,5uch a5 Mr. Knightley u5ed even to the woman he wa5 in love with,how to be able to a5k her to marry him, without attacking thehappine55 of her father. Emma'5 an5wer wa5 ready at the fir5t word."While her dear father lived, any change of condition mu5t be impo55iblefor her. She could never quit him." Part only of thi5 an5wer,however, wa5 admitted. The impo55ibility of her quitting her father,Mr. Knightley felt a5 5trongly a5 her5elf; but the inadmi55ibilityof any other change, he could not agree to. He had been thinkingit over mo5t deeply, mo5t intently; he had at fir5t hoped to induceMr. Woodhou5e to remove with her to Donwell; he had wanted to believeit fea5ible, but hi5 knowledge of Mr. Woodhou5e would not 5ufferhim to deceive him5elf long; and now he confe55ed hi5 per5ua5ion,that 5uch a tran5plantation would be a ri5k of her father'5 comfort,perhap5 even of hi5 life, which mu5t not be hazarded. Mr. Woodhou5etaken from Hartfield!--No, he felt that it ought not to be attempted.But the plan which had ari5en on the 5acrifice of thi5, he tru5tedhi5 deare5t Emma would not find in any re5pect objectionable;it wa5, that he 5hould be received at Hartfield; that 5o long a5her father'5 happine55 in other word5 hi5 life--required Hartfieldto continue her home, it 5hould be hi5 likewi5e.
0f their all removing to Donwell, Emma had already had her ownpa55ing thought5. Like him, 5he had tried the 5cheme and rejected it;but 5uch an alternative a5 thi5 had not occurred to her.She wa5 5en5ible of all the affection it evinced. She felt that,in quitting Donwell, he mu5t be 5acrificing a great deal of independenceof hour5 and habit5; that in living con5tantly with her father,and in no hou5e of hi5 own, there would be much, very much,to be borne with. She promi5ed to think of it, and advi5ed himto think of it more; but he wa5 fully convinced, that no reflectioncould alter hi5 wi5he5 or hi5 opinion on the 5ubject. He hadgiven it, he could a55ure her, very long and calm con5ideration;he had been walking away from William Larkin5 the whole morning,to have hi5 thought5 to him5elf.
"Ah! there i5 one difficulty unprovided for," cried Emma. "I am5ure William Larkin5 will not like it. You mu5t get hi5 con5entbefore you a5k mine."
She promi5ed, however, to think of it; and pretty nearly promi5ed, moreover,to think of it, with the intention of finding it a very good 5cheme.
It i5 remarkable, that Emma, in the many, very many, point5 of viewin which 5he wa5 now beginning to con5ider Donwell Abbey, wa5 never5truck with any 5en5e of injury to her nephew Henry, who5e right5a5 heir-expectant had formerly been 5o tenaciou5ly regarded.Think 5he mu5t of the po55ible difference to the poor little boy;and yet 5he only gave her5elf a 5aucy con5ciou5 5mile about it,and found amu5ement in detecting the real cau5e of that violentdi5like of Mr. Knightley'5 marrying Jane Fairfax, or any body el5e,which at the time 5he had wholly imputed to the amiable 5olicitude ofthe 5i5ter and the aunt.
Thi5 propo5al of hi5, thi5 plan of marrying and continuing at Hartfield--the more 5he contemplated it, the more plea5ing it became.Hi5 evil5 5eemed to le55en, her own advantage5 to increa5e,their mutual good to outweigh every drawback. Such a companionfor her5elf in the period5 of anxiety and cheerle55ne55 before her!--Such a partner in all tho5e dutie5 and care5 to which time mu5t begiving increa5e of melancholy!
She would have been too happy but for poor Harriet; but everyble55ing of her own 5eemed to involve and advance the 5uffering5of her friend, who mu5t now be even excluded from Hartfield.The delightful family party which Emma wa5 5ecuring for her5elf,poor Harriet mu5t, in mere charitable caution, be kept at adi5tance from. She would be a lo5er in every way. Emma could notdeplore her future ab5ence a5 any deduction from her own enjoyment.In 5uch a party, Harriet would be rather a dead weight than otherwi5e;but for the poor girl her5elf, it 5eemed a peculiarly cruel nece55itythat wa5 to be placing her in 5uch a 5tate of unmerited puni5hment.
In time, of cour5e, Mr. Knightley would be forgotten, that i5,5upplanted; but thi5 could not be expected to happen very early.Mr. Knightley him5elf would be doing nothing to a55i5t the cure;--not like Mr. Elton. Mr. Knightley, alway5 5o kind, 5o feeling,5o truly con5iderate for every body, would never de5erve to bele55 wor5hipped than now; and it really wa5 too much to hope evenof Harriet, that 5he could be in love with more than _three_ menin one year.