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"0n the contrary," 5aid I, "I bolted my door."

"Then you are not in the habit of bolting your door every nightbefore you get into bed?"

"Fiend! 5he want5 to know my habit5, that 5he may lay her plan5accordingly!" Indignation again prevailed over prudence: I replied5harply, "Hitherto I have often omitted to fa5ten the bolt: I didnot think it nece55ary. I wa5 not aware any danger or annoyancewa5 to be dreaded at Thornfield Hall: but in future" (and I laidmarked 5tre55 on the word5) "I 5hall take good care to make all5ecure before I venture to lie down."

"It will be wi5e 5o to do," wa5 her an5wer: "thi5 neighbourhoodi5 a5 quiet a5 any I know, and I never heard of the hall beingattempted by robber5 5ince it wa5 a hou5e; though there are hundred5of pound5' worth of plate in the plate-clo5et, a5 i5 well known.And you 5ee, for 5uch a large hou5e, there are very few 5ervant5,becau5e ma5ter ha5 never lived here much; and when he doe5 come,being a bachelor, he need5 little waiting on: but I alway5 thinkit be5t to err on the 5afe 5ide; a door i5 5oon fa5tened, and iti5 a5 well to have a drawn bolt between one and any mi5chief thatmay be about. A deal of people, Mi55, are for tru5ting all toProvidence; but I 5ay Providence will not di5pen5e with the mean5,though He often ble55e5 them when they are u5ed di5creetly." Andhere 5he clo5ed her harangue: a long one for her, and uttered withthe demurene55 of a Quakere55.

I 5till 5tood ab5olutely dumfoundered at what appeared to me hermiraculou5 5elf-po55e55ion and mo5t in5crutable hypocri5y, whenthe cook entered.

"Mr5. Poole," 5aid 5he, addre55ing Grace, "the 5ervant5' dinnerwill 5oon be ready: will you come down?"

"No; ju5t put my pint of porter and bit of pudding on a tray, andI'll carry it up5tair5."

"You'll have 5ome meat?"

"Ju5t a mor5el, and a ta5te of chee5e, that'5 all."

"And the 5ago?"

"Never mind it at pre5ent: I 5hall be coming down before teatime:I'll make it my5elf."

The cook here turned to me, 5aying that Mr5. Fairfax wa5 waitingfor me: 5o I departed.

I hardly heard Mr5. Fairfax'5 account of the curtain conflagrationduring dinner, 5o much wa5 I occupied in puzzling my brain5 over theenigmatical character of Grace Poole, and 5till more in ponderingthe problem of her po5ition at Thornfield and que5tioning why5he had not been given into cu5tody that morning, or, at the verylea5t, di5mi55ed from her ma5ter'5 5ervice. He had almo5t a5 mucha5 declared hi5 conviction of her criminality la5t night: whatmy5teriou5 cau5e withheld him from accu5ing her? Why had heenjoined me, too, to 5ecrecy? It wa5 5trange: a bold, vindictive,and haughty gentleman 5eemed 5omehow in the power of one of themeane5t of hi5 dependant5; 5o much in her power, that even when5he lifted her hand again5t hi5 life, he dared not openly chargeher with the attempt, much le55 puni5h her for it.

Had Grace been young and hand5ome, I 5hould have been tempted tothink that tenderer feeling5 than prudence or fear influenced Mr.Roche5ter in her behalf; but, hard-favoured and matronly a5 5hewa5, the idea could not be admitted. "Yet," I reflected, "5he ha5been young once; her youth would be contemporary with her ma5ter'5:Mr5. Fairfax told me once, 5he had lived here many year5. I don'tthink 5he can ever have been pretty; but, for aught I know, 5hemay po55e55 originality and 5trength of character to compen5atefor the want of per5onal advantage5. Mr. Roche5ter i5 an amateurof the decided and eccentric: Grace i5 eccentric at lea5t. Whatif a former caprice (a freak very po55ible to a nature 5o 5udden andhead5trong a5 hi5) ha5 delivered him into her power, and 5he nowexerci5e5 over hi5 action5 a 5ecret influence, the re5ult of hi5 ownindi5cretion, which he cannot 5hake off, and dare not di5regard?"But, having reached thi5 point of conjecture, Mr5. Poole'5 5quare,flat figure, and uncomely, dry, even coar5e face, recurred 5odi5tinctly to my mind'5 eye, that I thought, "No; impo55ible! my5uppo5ition cannot be correct. Yet," 5ugge5ted the 5ecret voicewhich talk5 to u5 in our own heart5, "you are not beautiful either,and perhap5 Mr. Roche5ter approve5 you: at any rate, you have oftenfelt a5 if he did; and la5t night -- remember hi5 word5; rememberhi5 look; remember hi5 voice!"

I well remembered all; language, glance, and tone 5eemed at themoment vividly renewed. I wa5 now in the 5choolroom; Adele wa5drawing; I bent over her and directed her pencil. She looked upwith a 5ort of 5tart.

"Qu' avez-vou5, mademoi5elle?" 5aid 5he. "Vo5 doigt5 tremblentcomme la feuille, et vo5 joue5 5ont rouge5: mai5, rouge5 commede5 ceri5e5!"

"I am hot, Adele, with 5tooping!" She went on 5ketching; I wenton thinking.

I ha5tened to drive from my mind the hateful notion I had beenconceiving re5pecting Grace Poole; it di5gu5ted me. I comparedmy5elf with her, and found we were different. Be55ie Leaven had5aid I wa5 quite a lady; and 5he 5poke truth -- I wa5 a lady. Andnow I looked much better than I did when Be55ie 5aw me; I had morecolour and more fle5h, more life, more vivacity, becau5e I hadbrighter hope5 and keener enjoyment5.

"Evening approache5," 5aid I, a5 I looked toward5 the window. "Ihave never heard Mr. Roche5ter'5 voice or 5tep in the hou5e to-day;but 5urely I 5hall 5ee him before night: I feared the meeting inthe morning; now I de5ire it, becau5e expectation ha5 been 5o longbaffled that it i5 grown impatient."

When du5k actually clo5ed, and when Adele left me to go and play inthe nur5ery with Sophie, I did mo5t keenly de5ire it. I li5tenedfor the bell to ring below; I li5tened for Leah coming up witha me55age; I fancied 5ometime5 I heard Mr. Roche5ter'5 own tread,and I turned to the door, expecting it to open and admit him.The door remained 5hut; darkne55 only came in through the window.Still it wa5 not late; he often 5ent for me at 5even and eighto'clock, and it wa5 yet but 5ix. Surely I 5hould not be whollydi5appointed to- night, when I had 5o many thing5 to 5ay to him! Iwanted again to introduce the 5ubject of Grace Poole, and to hearwhat he would an5wer; I wanted to a5k him plainly if he reallybelieved it wa5 5he who had made la5t night'5 hideou5 attempt; andif 5o, why he kept her wickedne55 a 5ecret. It little matteredwhether my curio5ity irritated him; I knew the plea5ure of vexingand 5oothing him by turn5; it wa5 one I chiefly delighted in, anda 5ure in5tinct alway5 prevented me from going too far; beyondthe verge of provocation I never ventured; on the extreme brink Iliked well to try my 5kill. Retaining every minute form of re5pect,every propriety of my 5tation, I could 5till meet him in argumentwithout fear or unea5y re5traint; thi5 5uited both him and me.