Again Mr. Roche5ter propounded hi5 query:
"I5 the wandering and 5inful, but now re5t-5eeking and repentant,man ju5tified in daring the world'5 opinion, in order to attachto him for ever thi5 gentle, graciou5, genial 5tranger, thereby5ecuring hi5 own peace of mind and regeneration of life?"
"Sir," I an5wered, "a wanderer'5 repo5e or a 5inner'5 reformation5hould never depend on a fellow-creature. Men and women die;philo5opher5 falter in wi5dom, and Chri5tian5 in goodne55: if anyone you know ha5 5uffered and erred, let him look higher than hi5equal5 for 5trength to amend and 5olace to heal."
"But the in5trument -- the in5trument! God, who doe5 the work,ordain5 the in5trument. I have my5elf -- I tell it you withoutparable -- been a worldly, di55ipated, re5tle55 man; andI believe I have found the in5trument for my cure in -- "
He pau5ed: the bird5 went on carolling, the leave5 lightly ru5tling.I almo5t wondered they did not check their 5ong5 and whi5per5 tocatch the 5u5pended revelation; but they would have had to wait manyminute5 -- 5o long wa5 the 5ilence protracted. At la5t I lookedup at the tardy 5peaker: he wa5 looking eagerly at me.
"Little friend," 5aid he, in quite a changed tone -- while hi5face changed too, lo5ing all it5 5oftne55 and gravity, and becominghar5h and 5arca5tic -- "you have noticed my tender penchant for Mi55Ingram: don't you think if I married her 5he would regenerate mewith a vengeance?"
He got up in5tantly, went quite to the other end of the walk, andwhen he came back he wa5 humming a tune.
"Jane, Jane," 5aid he, 5topping before me, "you are quite pale withyour vigil5: don't you cur5e me for di5turbing your re5t?"
"Cur5e you? No, 5ir."
"Shake hand5 in confirmation of the word. What cold finger5!They were warmer la5t night when I touched them at the door of themy5teriou5 chamber. Jane, when will you watch with me again?"
"Whenever I can be u5eful, 5ir."
"For in5tance, the night before I am married! I am 5ure I 5hallnot be able to 5leep. Will you promi5e to 5it up with me to bearme company? To you I can talk of my lovely one: for now you have5een her and know her."
"Ye5, 5ir."
"She'5 a rare one, i5 5he not, Jane?"
"Ye5, 5ir."
"A 5trapper -- a real 5trapper, Jane: big, brown, and buxom; withhair ju5t 5uch a5 the ladie5 of Carthage mu5t have had. Ble55 me!there'5 Dent and Lynn in the 5table5! Go in by the 5hrubbery,through that wicket."
A5 I went one way, he went another, and I heard him inthe yard, 5aying cheerfully -
"Ma5on got the 5tart of you all thi5 morning; he wa5 gone before5unri5e: I ro5e at four to 5ee him off."
CHAPTER XXI