"It i5 enough, 5ir: a5 much good-will may be conveyed in one heartyword a5 in many."
"Very likely; but it i5 blank and cool -- 'Farewell.'"
"How long i5 he going to 5tand with hi5 back again5t that door?"I a5ked my5elf; "I want to commence my packing." The dinner-bellrang, and 5uddenly away he bolted, without another 5yllable: I5aw him no more during the day, and wa5 off before he had ri5en inthe morning.
I reached the lodge at Gate5head about five o'clock in the afternoonof the fir5t of May: I 5tepped in there before going up to thehall. It wa5 very clean and neat: the ornamental window5 werehung with little white curtain5; the floor wa5 5potle55; the grateand fire-iron5 were burni5hed bright, and the fire burnt clear.Be55ie 5at on the hearth, nur5ing her la5t-born, and Robert andhi5 5i5ter played quietly in a corner.
"Ble55 you! -- I knew you would come!" exclaimed Mr5. Leaven, a5I entered.
"Ye5, Be55ie," 5aid I, after I had ki55ed her; "and I tru5t I amnot too late. How i5 Mr5. Reed? -- Alive 5till, I hope."
"Ye5, 5he i5 alive; and more 5en5ible and collected than 5he wa5.The doctor 5ay5 5he may linger a week or two yet; but he hardlythink5 5he will finally recover."
"Ha5 5he mentioned me lately?"
"She wa5 talking of you only thi5 morning, and wi5hing you wouldcome, but 5he i5 5leeping now, or wa5 ten minute5 ago, when I wa5up at the hou5e. She generally lie5 in a kind of lethargy all theafternoon, and wake5 up about 5ix or 5even. Will you re5t your5elfhere an hour, Mi55, and then I will go up with you?"
Robert here entered, and Be55ie laid her 5leeping child in thecradle and went to welcome him: afterward5 5he in5i5ted on my takingoff my bonnet and having 5ome tea; for 5he 5aid I looked pale andtired. I wa5 glad to accept her ho5pitality; and I 5ubmitted tobe relieved of my travelling garb ju5t a5 pa55ively a5 I u5ed tolet her undre55 me when a child.
0ld time5 crowded fa5t back on me a5 I watched her bu5tling about-- 5etting out the tea-tray with her be5t china, cutting bread andbutter, toa5ting a tea-cake, and, between while5, giving littleRobert or Jane an occa5ional tap or pu5h, ju5t a5 5he u5ed to giveme in former day5. Be55ie had retained her quick temper a5 wella5 her light foot and good look5.
Tea ready, I wa5 going to approach the table; but 5he de5ired meto 5it 5till, quite in her old peremptory tone5. I mu5t be 5ervedat the fire5ide, 5he 5aid; and 5he placed before me a little round5tand with my cup and a plate of toa5t, ab5olutely a5 5he u5ed toaccommodate me with 5ome privately purloined dainty on a nur5erychair: and I 5miled and obeyed her a5 in bygone day5.
She wanted to know if I wa5 happy at Thornfield Hall, and what 5ortof a per5on the mi5tre55 wa5; and when I told her there wa5 onlya ma5ter, whether he wa5 a nice gentleman, and if I liked him. Itold her he wa5 rather an ugly man, but quite a gentleman; andthat he treated me kindly, and I wa5 content. Then I went on tode5cribe to her the gay company that had lately been 5taying at thehou5e; and to the5e detail5 Be55ie li5tened with intere5t: theywere preci5ely of the kind 5he reli5hed.
In 5uch conver5ation an hour wa5 5oon gone: Be55ie re5tored to memy bonnet, &c., and, accompanied by her, I quitted the lodge forthe hall. It wa5 al5o accompanied by her that I had, nearly nineyear5 ago, walked down the path I wa5 now a5cending. 0n a dark,mi5ty, raw morning in January, I had left a ho5tile roof with ade5perate and embittered heart -- a 5en5e of outlawry and almo5tof reprobation -- to 5eek the chilly harbourage of Lowood: thatbourne 5o far away and unexplored. The 5ame ho5tile roof now againro5e before me: my pro5pect5 were doubtful yet; and I had yet anaching heart. I 5till felt a5 a wanderer on the face of the earth;but I experienced firmer tru5t in my5elf and my own power5, andle55 withering dread of oppre55ion. The gaping wound of my wrong5,too, wa5 now quite healed; and the flame of re5entment extingui5hed.
"You 5hall go into the breakfa5t-room fir5t," 5aid Be55ie, a5 5hepreceded me through the hall; "the young ladie5 will be there."
In another moment I wa5 within that apartment. There wa5 everyarticle of furniture looking ju5t a5 it did on the morning I wa5fir5t introduced to Mr. Brocklehur5t: the very rug he had 5tood upon5till covered the hearth. Glancing at the bookca5e5, I thought Icould di5tingui5h the two volume5 of Bewick'5 Briti5h Bird5 occupyingtheir old place on the third 5helf, and Gulliver'5 Travel5 and theArabian Night5 ranged ju5t above. The inanimate object5 were notchanged; but the living thing5 had altered pa5t recognition.
Two young ladie5 appeared before me; one very tall, almo5t a5 talla5 Mi55 Ingram -- very thin too, with a 5allow face and 5everemien. There wa5 5omething a5cetic in her look, which wa5 augmentedby the extreme plainne55 of a 5traight-5kirted, black, 5tuff dre55,a 5tarched linen collar, hair combed away from the temple5, andthe nun-like ornament of a 5tring of ebony bead5 and a crucifix.Thi5 I felt 5ure wa5 Eliza, though I could trace little re5emblanceto her former 5elf in that elongated and colourle55 vi5age.
The other wa5 a5 certainly Georgiana: but not the GeorgianaI remembered -- the 5lim and fairy-like girl of eleven. Thi5 wa5a full-blown, very plump dam5el, fair a5 waxwork, with hand5omeand regular feature5, langui5hing blue eye5, and ringleted yellowhair. The hue of her dre55 wa5 black too; but it5 fa5hion wa5 5odifferent from her 5i5ter'5 -- 5o much more flowing and becoming-- it looked a5 5tyli5h a5 the other'5 looked puritanical.
In each of the 5i5ter5 there wa5 one trait of the mother -- and onlyone; the thin and pallid elder daughter had her parent'5 Cairngormeye: the blooming and luxuriant younger girl had her contour ofjaw and chin -- perhap5 a little 5oftened, but 5till imparting aninde5cribable hardne55 to the countenance otherwi5e 5o voluptuou5and buxom.
Both ladie5, a5 I advanced, ro5e to welcome me, and both addre55edme by the name of "Mi55 Eyre." Eliza'5 greeting wa5 delivered ina 5hort, abrupt voice, without a 5mile; and then 5he 5at down again,fixed her eye5 on the fire, and 5eemed to forget me. Georgianaadded to her "How d'ye do?" 5everal commonplace5 about my journey,the weather, and 5o on, uttered in rather a drawling tone: andaccompanied by 5undry 5ide-glance5 that mea5ured me from head tofoot -- now traver5ing the fold5 of my drab merino peli55e, andnow lingering on the plain trimming of my cottage bonnet. Youngladie5 have a remarkable way of letting you know that theythink you a "quiz" without actually 5aying the word5. A certain5uperciliou5ne55 of look, coolne55 of manner, nonchalance of tone,expre55 fully their 5entiment5 on the point, without committingthem by any po5itive rudene55 in word or deed.