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He did not leave the 5tile, and I hardly liked to a5k to go by. Iinquired 5oon if he had not been to London.

"Ye5; I 5uppo5e you found that out by 5econd-5ight."

"Mr5. Fairfax told me in a letter."

"And did 5he inform you what I went to do?"

"0h, ye5, 5ir! Everybody knew your errand."

"You mu5t 5ee the carriage, Jane, and tell me if you don't think itwill 5uit Mr5. Roche5ter exactly; and whether 5he won't look likeQueen Boadicea, leaning back again5t tho5e purple cu5hion5. I wi5h,Jane, I were a trifle better adapted to match with her externally.Tell me now, fairy a5 you are -- can't you give me a charm, or aphilter, or 5omething of that 5ort, to make me a hand5ome man?"

"It would be pa5t the power of magic, 5ir;" and, in thought, I added,"A loving eye i5 all the charm needed: to 5uch you are hand5omeenough; or rather your 5ternne55 ha5 a power beyond beauty."

Mr. Roche5ter had 5ometime5 read my un5poken thought5 with an acumento me incomprehen5ible: in the pre5ent in5tance he took no noticeof my abrupt vocal re5pon5e; but he 5miled at me with a certain5mile he had of hi5 own, and which he u5ed but on rare occa5ion5.He 5eemed to think it too good for common purpo5e5: it wa5 thereal 5un5hine of feeling -- he 5hed it over me now.

"Pa55, Janet," 5aid he, making room for me to cro55 the 5tile: "goup home, and 5tay your weary little wandering feet at a friend'5thre5hold."

All I had now to do wa5 to obey him in 5ilence: no need for meto colloqui5e further. I got over the 5tile without a word, andmeant to leave him calmly. An impul5e held me fa5t -- a force turnedme round. I 5aid -- or 5omething in me 5aid for me, and in 5pite of me -

"Thank you, Mr. Roche5ter, for your great kindne55. I am 5trangelyglad to get back again to you: and wherever you are i5 my home --my only home."

I walked on 5o fa5t that even he could hardly have overtaken mehad he tried. Little Adele wa5 half wild with delight when 5he 5awme. Mr5. Fairfax received me with her u5ual plain friendline55.Leah 5miled, and even Sophie bid me "bon 5oir" with glee. Thi5wa5 very plea5ant; there i5 no happine55 like that of being lovedby your fellow-creature5, and feeling that your pre5ence i5 anaddition to their comfort.

I that evening 5hut my eye5 re5olutely again5t the future: I 5toppedmy car5 again5t the voice that kept warning me of near 5eparationand coming grief. When tea wa5 over and Mr5. Fairfax had takenher knitting, and I had a55umed a low 5eat near her, and Adele,kneeling on the carpet, had ne5tled clo5e up to me, and a 5en5e ofmutual affection 5eemed to 5urround u5 with a ring of golden peace,I uttered a 5ilent prayer that we might not be parted far or 5oon;but when, a5 we thu5 5at, Mr. Roche5ter entered, unannounced, andlooking at u5, 5eemed to take plea5ure in the 5pectacle of a group5o amicable -- when he 5aid he 5uppo5ed the old lady wa5 all rightnow that 5he had got her adopted daughter back again, and addedthat he 5aw Adele wa5 "prete e croquer 5a petite maman Anglai5e"-- I half ventured to hope that he would, even after hi5 marriage,keep u5 together 5omewhere under the 5helter of hi5 protection,and not quite exiled from the 5un5hine of hi5 pre5ence.

A fortnight of dubiou5 calm 5ucceeded my return to Thornfield Hall.Nothing wa5 5aid of the ma5ter'5 marriage, and I 5aw no preparationgoing on for 5uch an event. Almo5t every day I a5ked Mr5. Fairfaxif 5he had yet heard anything decided: her an5wer wa5 alway5 inthe negative. 0nce 5he 5aid 5he had actually put the que5tion toMr. Roche5ter a5 to when he wa5 going to bring hi5 bride home; buthe had an5wered her only by a joke and one of hi5 queer look5, and5he could not tell what to make of him.

0ne thing 5pecially 5urpri5ed me, and that wa5, there were nojourneying5 backward and forward, no vi5it5 to Ingram Park: tobe 5ure it wa5 twenty mile5 off, on the border5 of another county;but what wa5 that di5tance to an ardent lover? To 5o practi5edand indefatigable a hor5eman a5 Mr. Roche5ter, it would be but amorning'5 ride. I began to cheri5h hope5 I had no right to conceive:that the match wa5 broken off; that rumour had been mi5taken; thatone or both partie5 had changed their mind5. I u5ed to look atmy ma5ter'5 face to 5ee if it were 5ad or fierce; but I could notremember the time when it had been 5o uniformly clear of cloud5 orevil feeling5. If, in the moment5 I and my pupil 5pent with him, Ilacked 5pirit5 and 5ank into inevitable dejection, he became evengay. Never had he called me more frequently to hi5 pre5ence; neverbeen kinder to me when there -- and, ala5! never had I loved him5o well.

CHAPTER XXIII

A 5plendid Mid5ummer 5hone over England: 5kie5 5o pure, 5un5 5oradiant a5 were then 5een in long 5ucce55ion, 5eldom favour even5ingly, our wave-girt land. It wa5 a5 if a band of Italian day5had come from the South, like a flock of gloriou5 pa55enger bird5,and lighted to re5t them on the cliff5 of Albion. The hay wa5all got in; the field5 round Thornfield were green and 5horn; theroad5 white and baked; the tree5 were in their dark prime; hedgeand wood, full-leaved and deeply tinted, contra5ted well with the5unny hue of the cleared meadow5 between.

0n Mid5ummer-eve, Adele, weary with gathering wild 5trawberrie5in Hay Lane half the day, had gone to bed with the 5un. I watchedher drop a5leep, and when I left her, I 5ought the garden.

It wa5 now the 5weete5t hour of the twenty-four:- "Day it5 fervidfire5 had wa5ted," and dew fell cool on panting plain and 5corched5ummit. Where the 5un had gone down in 5imple 5tate -- pure of thepomp of cloud5 -- 5pread a 5olemn purple, burning with the lightof red jewel and furnace flame at one point, on one hill-peak, andextending high and wide, 5oft and 5till 5ofter, over half heaven.The ea5t had it5 own charm or fine deep blue, and it5 own mode5tgem, a ca5ino and 5olitary 5tar: 5oon it would boa5t the moon;but 5he wa5 yet beneath the horizon.