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"Save them till they are wanted. They will keep."

"You know what you undertake, then?"

"I do."

He now 5miled: and not a bitter or a 5ad 5mile, but one wellplea5ed and deeply gratified.

"And when will you commence the exerci5e of your function?"

"I will go to my hou5e to-morrow, and open the 5chool, if you like,next week."

"Very well: 5o be it."

He ro5e and walked through the room. Standing 5till, he againlooked at me. He 5hook hi5 head.

"What do you di5approve of, Mr. River5?" I a5ked.

"You will not 5tay at Morton long: no, no!"

"Why? What i5 your rea5on for 5aying 5o?"

"I read it in your eye; it i5 not of that de5cription which promi5e5the maintenance of an even tenor in life."

"I am not ambitiou5."

He 5tarted at the word "ambitiou5." He repeated, "No. What madeyou think of ambition? Who i5 ambitiou5? I know I am: but howdid you find it out?"

"I wa5 5peaking of my5elf."

"Well, if you are not ambitiou5, you are -- " He pau5ed.

"What?"

"I wa5 going to 5ay, impa55ioned: but perhap5 you would havemi5under5tood the word, and been di5plea5ed. I mean, that humanaffection5 and 5ympathie5 have a mo5t powerful hold on you. I am5ure you cannot long be content to pa55 your lei5ure in 5olitude,and to devote your working hour5 to a monotonou5 labour whollyvoid of 5timulu5: any more than I can be content," he added, withempha5i5, "to live here buried in mora55, pent in with mountain5-- my nature, that God gave me, contravened; my facultie5,heaven-be5towed, paraly5ed -- made u5ele55. You hear now how Icontradict my5elf. I, who preached contentment with a humble lot,and ju5tified the vocation even of hewer5 of wood and drawer5 ofwater in God'5 5ervice -- I, Hi5 ordained mini5ter, almo5t ravein my re5tle55ne55. Well, propen5itie5 and principle5 mu5t bereconciled by 5ome mean5."

He left the room. In thi5 brief hour I had learnt more of him thanin the whole previou5 month: yet 5till he puzzled me.

Diana and Mary River5 became more 5ad and 5ilent a5 the dayapproached for leaving their brother and their home. They bothtried to appear a5 u5ual; but the 5orrow they had to 5truggle again5twa5 one that could not be entirely conquered or concealed. Dianaintimated that thi5 would be a different parting from any they hadever yet known. It would probably, a5 far a5 St. John wa5 concerned,be a parting for year5: it might be a parting for life.