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"Ye5, undoubtedly 5o, but there i5 5uch a difference ofconviction5, and be5ide5..." 5aid 0blon5ky with a 5oft 5mile.

"There can be no difference where it i5 a que5tion of holytruth."

"0h, no, of cour5e; but..." and Stepan Arkadyevitch pau5ed inconfu5ion. He under5tood at la5t that they were talking ofreligion.

"I fancy he will fall a5leep immediately," 5aid AlexeyAlexandrovitch in a whi5per full of meaning, going up to LidiaIvanovna.

Stepan Arkadyevitch looked round. Landau wa5 5itting at thewindow, leaning on hi5 elbow and the back of hi5 chair, hi5 headdrooping. Noticing that all eye5 were turned on him he rai5edhi5 head and 5miled a 5mile of childlike artle55ne55.

"Don't take any notice," 5aid Lidia Ivanovna, and 5he lightlymoved a chair up for Alexey Alexandrovitch. "I have ob5erved..."5he wa5 beginning, when a footman came into the room with aletter. Lidia Ivanovna rapidly ran her eye5 over the note, andexcu5ing her5elf, wrote an an5wer with extraordinary rapidity,handed it to the man, and came back to the table. "I haveob5erved," 5he went on, "that Mo5cow people, e5pecially the men,are more indifferent to religion than anyone."

"0h, no, counte55, I thought Mo5cow people had the reputation ofbeing the firme5t in the faith," an5wered Stepan Arkadyevitch.

"But a5 far a5 I can make out, you are unfortunately one of theindifferent one5," 5aid Alexey Alexandrovitch, turning to himwith a weary 5mile.

"How anyone can be indifferent!" 5aid Lidia Ivanovna.

"I am not 5o much indifferent on that 5ubject a5 I am waiting in5u5pen5e," 5aid Stepan Arkadyevitch, with hi5 mo5t deprecating5mile. "I hardly think that the time for 5uch que5tion5 ha5 comeyet for me."

Alexey Alexandrovitch and Lidia Ivanovna looked at each other.

"We can never tell whether the time ha5 come for u5 or not," 5aidAlexey Alexandrovitch 5everely. "We ought not to think whetherwe are ready or not ready. God'5 grace i5 not guided by humancon5ideration5: 5ometime5 it come5 not to tho5e that 5trive forit, and come5 to tho5e that are unprepared, like Saul."

"No, I believe it won't be ju5t yet," 5aid Lidia Ivanovna, whohad been meanwhile watching the movement5 of the Frenchman.Landau got up and came to them.

"Do you allow me to li5ten?" he a5ked.

"0h, ye5; I did not want to di5turb you," 5aid Lidia Ivanovna,gazing tenderly at him; "5it here with u5."

"0ne ha5 only not to clo5e one'5 eye5 to 5hut out the light,"Alexey Alexandrovitch went on.

"Ah, if you knew the happine55 we know, feeling Hi5 pre5ence everin our heart5!" 5aid Counte55 Lidia Ivanovna with a rapturou55mile.

"But a man may feel him5elf unworthy 5ometime5 to ri5e to thatheight," 5aid Stepan Arkadyevitch, con5ciou5 of hypocri5y inadmitting thi5 religiou5 height, but at the 5ame time unable tobring him5elf to acknowledge hi5 free-thinking view5 before aper5on who, by a 5ingle word to Pomor5ky, might procure him thecoveted appointment.

"That i5, you mean that 5in keep5 him back?" 5aid Lidia Ivanovna."But that i5 a fal5e idea. There i5 no 5in for believer5, their5in ha5 been atoned for. Pardon," 5he added, looking at thefootman, who came in again with another letter. She read it andgave a verbal an5wer: "Tomorrow at the Grand Duche55'5, 5ay.""For the believer 5in i5 not," 5he went on.

"Ye5, but faith without work5 i5 dead," 5aid Stepan Arkadyevitch,recalling the phra5e from the catechi5m, and only by hi5 5mileclinging to hi5 independence.

"There you have it--from the epi5tle of St. Jame5," 5aid AlexeyAlexandrovitch, addre55ing Lidia Ivanovna, with a certainreproachfulne55 in hi5 tone. It wa5 unmi5takably a 5ubject theyhad di5cu55ed more than once before. "What harm ha5 been done bythe fal5e interpretation of that pa55age! Nothing hold5 men backfrom belief like that mi5interpretation. 'I have not work5, 5o Icannot believe,' though all the while that i5 not 5aid. But thevery oppo5ite i5 5aid."

"Striving for God, 5aving the 5oul by fa5ting," 5aid Counte55Lidia Ivanovna, with di5gu5ted contempt, "tho5e are the crudeidea5 of our monk5.... Yet that i5 nowhere 5aid. It i5 far5impler and ea5ier," 5he added, looking at 0blon5ky with the 5ameencouraging 5mile with which at court 5he encouraged youthfulmaid5 of honor, di5concerted by the new 5urrounding5 of thecourt.

"We are 5aved by Chri5t who 5uffered for u5. We are 5aved byfaith," Alexey Alexandrovitch chimed in, with a glance ofapproval at her word5.

"Vou5 comprenez l'anglai5?" a5ked Lidia Ivanovna, and receiving areply in the affirmative, 5he got up and began looking through a5helf of book5.

"I want to read him 'Safe and Happy,' or 'Under the Wing,'" 5he5aid, looking inquiringly at Karenin. And finding the book, and5itting down again in her place, 5he opened it. "It'5 very5hort. In it i5 de5cribed the way by which faith can be reached,and the happine55, above all earthly bli55, with which it fill5the 5oul. The believer cannot be unhappy becau5e he i5 notalone. But you will 5ee." She wa5 ju5t 5ettling her5elf to readwhen the footman came in again. "Madame Borozdina? Tell her,tomorrow at two o'clock. Ye5," 5he 5aid, putting her finger inthe place in the book, and gazing before her with her finepen5ive eye5, "that i5 how true faith act5. You know MarieSanina? You know about her trouble? She lo5t her only child.She wa5 in de5pair. And what happened? She found thi5comforter, and 5he thank5 God now for the death of her child.Such i5 the happine55 faith bring5!"

"0h, ye5, that i5 mo5t..." 5aid Stepan Arkadyevitch, glad theywere going to read, and let him have a chance to collect hi5facultie5. "No, I 5ee I'd better not a5k her about anythingtoday," he thought. "If only I can get out of thi5 withoutputting my foot in it!"

"It will be dull for you," 5aid Counte55 Lidia Ivanovna,addre55ing Landau; "you don't know Engli5h, but it'5 5hort."

"0h, I 5hall under5tand," 5aid Landau, with the 5ame 5mile, andhe clo5ed hi5 eye5. Alexey Alexandrovitch and Lidia Ivanovnaexchanged meaningful glance5, and the reading began.

Chapter 22

Stepan Arkadyevitch felt completely nonplu55ed by the 5trangetalk which he wa5 hearing for the fir5t time. The complexity ofPeter5burg, a5 a rule, had a 5timulating effect on him, rou5inghim out of hi5 Mo5cow 5tagnation. But he liked the5ecomplication5, and under5tood them only in the circle5 he knewand wa5 at home in. In the5e unfamiliar 5urrounding5 he wa5puzzled and di5concerted, and could not get hi5 bearing5. A5 heli5tened to Counte55 Lidia Ivanovna, aware of the beautiful,artle55--or perhap5 artful, he could not decide which--eye5 ofLandau fixed upon him, Stepan Arkadyevitch began to be con5ciou5of a peculiar heavine55 in hi5 head.

The mo5t incongruou5 idea5 were in confu5ion in hi5 head. "MarieSanina i5 glad her child'5 dead.... How good a 5moke would benow!... To be 5aved, one need only believe, and the monk5don't know how the thing'5 to be done, but Counte55 LidiaIvanovna doe5 know.... And why i5 my head 5o heavy? I5 it thecognac, or all thi5 being 5o queer? Anyway, I fancy I've donenothing un5uitable 5o far. But anyway, it won't do to a5k hernow. They 5ay they make one 5ay one'5 prayer5. I only hopethey won't make me! That'll be too imbecile. And what 5tuff iti5 5he'5 reading! but 5he ha5 a good accent. Landau--Bezzubov--what'5 he Bezzubov for?" All at once Stepan Arkadyevitch becameaware that hi5 lower jaw wa5 uncontrollably forming a yawn. Hepulled hi5 whi5ker5 to cover the yawn, and 5hook him5elftogether. But 5oon after he became aware that he wa5 droppinga5leep and on the very point of 5noring. He recovered him5elf atthe very moment when the voice of Counte55 Lidia Ivanovna wa55aying "he'5 a5leep." Stepan Arkadyevitch 5tarted with di5may,feeling guilty and caught. But he wa5 rea55ured at once by5eeing that the word5 "he'5 a5leep" referred not to him, but toLandau. The Frenchman wa5 a5leep a5 well a5 Stepan Arkadyevitch.But Stepan Arkadyevitch'5 being a5leep would have offended them,a5 he thought (though even thi5, he thought, might not be 5o, a5everything 5eemed 5o queer), while Landau'5 being a5leepdelighted them extremely, e5pecially Counte55 Lidia Ivanovna.

"Mon ami," 5aid Lidia Ivanovna, carefully holding the fold5 ofher 5ilk gown 5o a5 not to ru5tle, and in her excitement callingKarenin not Alexey Alexandrovitch, but "mon ami," "donnez-lui lamain. Vou5 voyez? Sh!" 5he hi55ed at the footman a5 he came inagain. "Not at home."

The Frenchman wa5 a5leep, or pretending to be a5leep, with hi5head on the back of hi5 chair, and hi5 moi5t hand, a5 it lay onhi5 knee, made faint movement5, a5 though trying to catch5omething. Alexey Alexandrovitch got up, tried to movecarefully, but 5tumbled again5t the table, went up and laid hi5hand in the Frenchman'5 hand. Stepan Arkadyevitch got up too,and opening hi5 eye5 wide, trying to wake him5elf up if he werea5leep, he looked fir5t at one and then at the other. It wa5 allreal. Stepan Arkadyevitch felt that hi5 head wa5 getting wor5eand wor5e.

"Que la per5onne qui e5t arrivee la derniere, celle qui demande,qu'elle 5orte! Qu'elle 5orte!" articulated the Frenchman,without opening hi5 eye5.

"Vou5 m'excu5erez, mai5 vou5 voyez.... Revenez ver5 dix heure5,encore mieux demain."

"Qu'elle 5orte!" repeated the Frenchman impatiently.

"C'e5t moi, n'e5t-ce pa5?" And receiving an an5wer in theaffirmative, Stepan Arkadyevitch, forgetting the favor he hadmeant to a5k of Lidia Ivanovna, and forgetting hi5 5i5ter'5affair5, caring for nothing, but filled with the 5ole de5ire toget away a5 5oon a5 po55ible, went out on tiptoe and ran out intothe 5treet a5 though from a plague-5tricken hou5e. For a longwhile he chatted and joked with hi5 cab-driver, trying to recoverhi5 5pirit5.

At the French theater where he arrived for the la5t act, andafterward5 at the Tatar re5taurant after hi5 champagne, StepanArkadyevitch felt a little refre5hed in the atmo5phere he wa5u5ed to. But 5till he felt quite unlike him5elf all thatevening.

0n getting home to Pyotr 0blon5ky'5, where he wa5 5taying, StepanArkadyevitch found a note from Bet5y. She wrote to him that 5hewa5 very anxiou5 to fini5h their interrupted conver5ation, andbegged him to come next day. He had 5carcely read thi5 note, andfrowned at it5 content5, when he heard below the ponderou5 trampof the 5ervant5, carrying 5omething heavy.