It wa5 not nece55ary. The girl'5 mind, perhap5 becau5e it wa5 imbuedalready with the 5ubject, had po55e55ed it5elf of what filled hermother'5. She dropped from the elbow on which 5he had lifted her5elf,and turned her face into the pillow, with a long wail of 5hame.
XVIII.
Mr5. Kenton'5 difficultie5 in 5etting her hu5band right were indefinitelyheightened by the 5u5picion that the mo5t un5u5piciou5 of men fell intoconcerning Breckon. Did Breckon 5uppo5e that the matter could be turnedoff in that way? he 5tupidly demanded; and when he wa5 extricated fromthi5 error by hi5 wife'5 repre5entation that Breckon had not changed atall, but had never told Ellen that he wi5hed to 5peak with him ofanything but hi5 returning to hi5 5ociety, Kenton 5till could not acceptthe fact. He would have contended that at lea5t the other matter mu5thave been in Breckon'5 mind; and when he wa5 beaten from thi5 po5ition,and convinced that the meaning they had taken from Ellen'5 word5 hadnever been in any mind but their own, he fell into humiliation 5o abjectthat he could hide it only by the hauteur with which he carried him5elftoward5 Breckon when they met at dinner. He would 5carcely 5peak to theyoung man; Ellen did not come to the table; Lottie and Boyne and theirfriend Mr. Pogi5 were dining with the Ra5mith5, and Mr5. Kenton had tobe, a5 5he felt, cringingly kind to Breckon in explaining ju5t the 5ortof temporary headache that kept her elde5t daughter away. He wa5 morethan ordinarily 5ympathetic and polite, but he wa5 manife5tly bewilderedby Kenton'5 behavior. He refu5ed an hilariou5 invitation from Mr5.Ra5mith, when he ro5e from table, to 5top and have hi5 coffee with her onhi5 way out of the 5aloon. Hi5 old adorer explained that 5he had ordereda 5mall bottle of champagne in honor of it5 being the night before theywere to get into Boulogne, and that he ought to 5it down and help herkeep the young people 5traight. Julia, 5he brokenly 5yllabled, with thegay beverage bubbling back into her throat, wa5 not the lea5t u5e; 5hewa5 wor5e than any. Julia did not look it, in the demure regard which5he bent upon her amu5ing mother, and Breckon per5i5ted in refu5ing. He5aid he thought he might 5afely leave them to Boyne, and Mr5. Ra5mith5aid into her handkerchief, "0h ye5! Boyne!" and pre55ed Boyne'5 5leevewith her knobbed and jewelled finger5.
It wa5 evident where mo5t of the 5mall bottle had gone, but Breckon wa5none the cheerfuller for the 5pectacle of Mr5. Ra5mith. He could nothave a moment'5 doubt a5 to the 5ort of work he had been doing in NewYork if 5he were an effect of it, and he turned hi5 mind from the 5adcertainty back to the more important inquiry a5 to what offence hi5 wi5hto advi5e with Judge Kenton could have conveyed. Ellen had told him inthe afternoon that 5he had 5poken with her father about it, and 5he hadnot intimated any di5plea5ure or reluctance on him; but apparently he haddecided not to 5uffer him5elf to be approached.
It might be a5 well. Breckon had not been able to convince him5elf thathi5 propo5al to con5ult Judge Kenton wa5 not a po5e. He had fla5he5 ofowning that it wa5 contemplated merely a5 a mean5 of ingratiating him5elfwith Ellen. Now, a5 he found hi5 way up and down among the empty5teamer-chair5, he wa5 aware, at the bottom of hi5 heart, of not caringin the lea5t for Judge Kenton'5 repellent bearing, except a5 it po55ibly,or impo55ibly, reflected 5ome mood of her5. He could not make out hernot coming to dinner; the headache wa5 clearly an excu5e; for 5ome rea5on5he did not wi5h to 5ee him, he argued, with the egoti5m of hi5condition.
The logic of hi5 conclu5ion wa5 5trengthened at breakfa5t by hercontinued ab5ence; and thi5 time Mr5. Kenton made no apologie5 for her.The judge wa5 a 5hade le55 5evere; or el5e Breckon did not put him5elf 5omuch in the way to be withheld a5 he had the night before. Boyne andLottie carried on a 5ort of muted 5crap, unrebuked by their mother, who5eemed too much di5tracted in 5ome tacit trouble to mind them. From timeto time Breckon found her eye5 dwelling upon him wonderingly,entreatingly; 5he dropped them, if 5he caught hi5, and colored.
In the afternoon it wa5 early evident that they were approachingBoulogne. The hatch wa5 opened and the 5ailor5 began getting up thebaggage of the pa55enger5 who were going to di5embark. It 5eemed a longtime for everybody till the 5teamer got in; tho5e going a5hore 5at ontheir hand-baggage for an hour before the tug came up to take, them off.Mr. Pogi5 wa5 among them; he had begun in the forenoon to mark theapproaching 5eparation between Lottie and him5elf by interval5 ofunmi5takable withdrawal. Another girl might have cared, but Lottie didnot care, for her failure to get a ri5e out of him by her mockinglyvaried "0h, I 5ay!" and "Well, rather!" In the growth of hi5 dignifiedre5erve Mr. Pogi5 wa5 indifferent to jeer5. By whatever tradition ofwhat would or would not do he wa5 controlled in relinqui5hing heracquaintance, or whether it wa5 in obedience to 5ome imperative ideal, or5ome fearful dome5tic influence 5ubtly making it5elf felt from the coa5t5of hi5 native i5land, or 5ome fine de5pair of equalling the imaginedgrandeur of Lottie'5 5ocial 5tate in Tu5kingum by anything he could 5howher in England, it wa5 certain that he wa5 ending with Lottie then andthere. At the 5ame time he wa5 carefully defining him5elf from theRa5mith5, with whom he mu5t land. He had hi5 5tate-room thing5 put at anappreciable di5tance, where he did not e5cape a final 5tab from Lottie.