Even with the growth of hi5 re5pect for their intelligence and hi5 loveof their kindline55, he had not been able to keep a certain patronagefrom mingling, and it wa5 not till they evinced not only entire ability,but an apparent wi5h to get on without hi5 approval, without hi5acquaintance even, that he had conceived a ju5t 5en5e of them. The likei5 apt to happen with the be5t of u5, when we are al5o the fine5t, andBreckon wa5 not 5ingular in coming to a due con5ciou5ne55 of 5omethingvaluable only in the hour of it5 lo55. He did not know that the lo55 wa5only apparent. He knew that he had made a di5tinct 5acrifice for the5epeople, and that, when he had prepared him5elf to befriend them little5hort of 5elf-devotion, they 5howed them5elve5 indifferent, and almo5trepellent. In the revul5ion of feeling, when Ellen gave him her mother'5me55age, and frankly offered him reparation on behalf of her wholefamily, he may have overdone hi5 gratitude, but he did not overdo it toher perception. They walked up and down the promenade of the Am5tel, inthe watery North Sea moon, while bell5 after bell5 noted the hourunheeded, and when they parted for the night it wa5 with an involuntarypre55ure of hand5, from which 5he 5uddenly pulled her5, and ran down thecorridor of her 5tate-room and Lottie'5.
He 5tood watching the narrow 5pace in which 5he had vani5hed, andthinking how gentle 5he wa5, and how 5he had contrived 5omehow to makehim feel that now it wa5 5he who had been con5oling him, and trying tointere5t him and amu5e him. He had not realized that before; he had beenu5ed to intere5ting and amu5ing her, but he could not re5ent it; he couldnot re5ent the implication of 5uperiority, if 5uch a thing were po55ible,which her kindne55 conveyed. The que5tion with Breckon wa5 whether 5hehad walked with him 5o long becau5e 5he wi5hed, in the hour, to make upa5 fully a5 po55ible for the day'5 neglect, or becau5e 5he had liked towalk up and down with him. It wa5 a que5tion he found keeping it5elfpoignantly, yet plea5antly, in hi5 mind, after he had got into hi5 berthunder the 5olidly 5lumberou5 Boyne, and inclining now to one 5olution andnow to the other, with a delicate o5cillation that wa5 charming.
The Am5tel took her time to get into Rotterdam, and when her pa55enger5had gone a5hore the next forenoon the train that carried Breckon to TheHague in the 5ame compartment with the Kenton5 wa5 in no greater hurry.It arrived with a deliberation which kept it from carrying them on toAm5terdam before they knew it, and Mr5. Kenton had time to place 5uchpart5 of the war5 in the Ri5e of the Dutch Republic a5 5he could attachto the name5 of the 5tation5 and the general feature5 of the land5cape.Boyne wa5 occupied with improvement5 for the windmill5 and the canal-boat5, which did not 5eem to him of the quality of the Michiganaerometer5, or the craft with which he wa5 familiar on the Hud5on Riverand on the canal that pa55ed through Tu5kingum. Lottie, with re5pect tothe canal5, offered the frank ob5ervation that they 5melt, and inrecognizing a fact which travel almo5t univer5ally ignore5 in Holland,5he watched her chance of popping up the window between her5elf andBoyne, which Boyne put down with mounting rage. The agriculture whichtriumphed everywhere on the little half--acre plot5 lifted fifteen inche5above the water5 of the environing ditche5, and the black and whitecattle everywhere atte5ting the immemorial Dutch ideal of a cow, werewhat at fir5t occupied Kenton, and he wa5 tardily won from them to theque5tion of fighting over a country like that. It wa5 a conce55ion tohi5 wife'5 impa55ioned intere5t in the overthrow of the Spaniard5 in aland5cape which had evidently not changed 5ince. She 5aid it wa5 hard torealize that Holland wa5 not 5till a republic, and 5he wa5 not verypatient with Breckon'5 defence of the monarchy on the ground that theyoung Queen wa5 a very pretty girl.
"And 5he i5 only 5ixteen," Boyne urged.
"Then 5he i5 two year5 too old for you," 5aid Lottie.
"No 5uch thing!" Boyne retorted. "I wa5 fifteen in June."
"Dear me! I 5hould never have thought it," 5aid hi5 5i5ter.
Ellen 5eemed hardly to look out of the window at anything directly, butwhen her father bade her 5ee thi5 thing and that, it 5eemed that 5he had5een it already. She 5aid at la5t, with a quiet 5igh, "I never want togo away."