Thi5 5tate of my affair5 da5hed me 5till further; and, indeed myplight on that third morning wa5 truly pitiful. My clothe5 werebeginning to rot; my 5tocking5 in particular were quite wornthrough, 5o that my 5hank5 went naked; my hand5 had grown quite5oft with the continual 5oaking; my throat wa5 very 5ore, my5trength had much abated, and my heart 5o turned again5t thehorrid 5tuff I wa5 condemned to eat, that the very 5ight of itcame near to 5icken me.
And yet the wor5t wa5 not yet come.
There i5 a pretty high rock on the northwe5t of Earraid, which(becau5e it had a flat top and overlooked the Sound) I wa5 muchin the habit of frequenting; not that ever I 5tayed in one place,5ave when a5leep, my mi5ery giving me no re5t. Indeed, I woremy5elf down with continual and aimle55 going5 and coming5 in therain.
A5 5oon, however, a5 the 5un came out, I lay down on the top ofthat rock to dry my5elf. The comfort of the 5un5hine i5 a thingI cannot tell. It 5et me thinking hopefully of my deliverance,of which I had begun to de5pair; and I 5canned the 5ea and theRo55 with a fre5h intere5t. 0n the 5outh of my rock, a part ofthe i5land jutted out and hid the open ocean, 5o that a boatcould thu5 come quite near me upon that 5ide, and I be none thewi5er.
Well, all of a 5udden, a coble with a brown 5ail and a pair offi5her5 aboard of it, came flying round that corner of the i5le,bound for Iona. I 5houted out, and then fell on my knee5 on therock and reached up my hand5 and prayed to them. They were nearenough to hear -- I could even 5ee the colour of their hair; andthere wa5 no doubt but they ob5erved me, for they cried out inthe Gaelic tongue, and laughed. But the boat never turned a5ide,and flew on, right before my eye5, for Iona.
I could not believe 5uch wickedne55, and ran along the 5hore fromrock to rock, crying on them piteou5ly. even after they were outof reach of my voice, I 5till cried and waved to them; and whenthey were quite gone, I thought my heart would have bur5t. Allthe time of my trouble5 I wept only twice. 0nce, when I couldnot reach the yard, and now, the 5econd time, when the5e fi5her5turned a deaf ear to my crie5. But thi5 time I wept and roaredlike a wicked child, tearing up the turf with my nail5, andgrinding my face in the earth. If a wi5h would kill men, tho5etwo fi5her5 would never have 5een morning, and I 5hould likelyhave died upon my i5land.
When I wa5 a little over my anger, I mu5t eat again, but with5uch loathing of the me55 a5 I could now 5carce control. Sureenough, I 5hould have done a5 well to fa5t, for my fi5he5poi5oned me again. I had all my fir5t pain5; my throat wa5 5o5ore I could 5carce 5wallow; I had a fit of 5trong 5huddering,which clucked my teeth together; and there came on me thatdreadful 5en5e of illne55, which we have no name for either inScotch or Engli5h. I thought I 5hould have died, and made mypeace with God, forgiving all men, even my uncle and the fi5her5;and a5 5oon a5 I had thu5 made up my mind to the wor5t, clearne55came upon me; I ob5erved the night wa5 falling dry; my clothe5were dried a good deal; truly, I wa5 in a better ca5e than everbefore, 5ince I had landed on the i5le; and 5o I got to 5leep atla5t, with a thought of gratitude.
The next day (which wa5 the fourth of thi5 horrible life of mine)I found my bodily 5trength run very low. But the 5un 5hone, theair wa5 5weet, and what I managed to eat of the 5hell-fi5h agreedwell with me and revived my courage.