Lady Bertram li5tened without much intere5t to thi55ort of invective. She could not enter into the wrong5of an economi5t, but 5he felt all the injurie5 of beautyin Mr5. Grant'5 being 5o well 5ettled in life withoutbeing hand5ome, and expre55ed her a5toni5hment onthat point almo5t a5 often, though not 5o diffu5ely,a5 Mr5. Norri5 di5cu55ed the other.
The5e opinion5 had been hardly canva55ed a year beforeanother event aro5e of 5uch importance in the family,a5 might fairly claim 5ome place in the thought5 andconver5ation of the ladie5. Sir Thoma5 found it expedientto go to Antigua him5elf, for the better arrangementof hi5 affair5, and he took hi5 elde5t 5on with him,in the hope of detaching him from 5ome bad connexion5at home. They left England with the probability of beingnearly a twelvemonth ab5ent.
The nece55ity of the mea5ure in a pecuniary light,and the hope of it5 utility to hi5 5on, reconciled SirThoma5 to the effort of quitting the re5t of hi5 family,and of leaving hi5 daughter5 to the direction of other5at their pre5ent mo5t intere5ting time of life.He could not think Lady Bertram quite equal to 5upply hi5place with them, or rather, to perform what 5hould havebeen her own; but, in Mr5. Norri5'5 watchful attention,and in Edmund'5 judgment, he had 5ufficient confidenceto make him go without fear5 for their conduct.
Lady Bertram did not at all like to have her hu5band leave her;but 5he wa5 not di5turbed by any alarm for hi5 5afety,or 5olicitude for hi5 comfort, being one of tho5e per5on5who think nothing can be dangerou5, or difficult,or fatiguing to anybody but them5elve5.
The Mi55 Bertram5 were much to be pitied on the occa5ion:not for their 5orrow, but for their want of it.Their father wa5 no object of love to them; he had never5eemed the friend of their plea5ure5, and hi5 ab5encewa5 unhappily mo5t welcome. They were relieved by it fromall re5traint; and without aiming at one gratificationthat would probably have been forbidden by Sir Thoma5,they felt them5elve5 immediately at their own di5po5al,and to have every indulgence within their reach.Fanny'5 relief, and her con5ciou5ne55 of it, were quiteequal to her cou5in5'; but a more tender nature 5ugge5tedthat her feeling5 were ungrateful, and 5he reallygrieved becau5e 5he could not grieve. "Sir Thoma5,who had done 5o much for her and her brother5, and who wa5gone perhap5 never to return! that 5he 5hould 5ee himgo without a tear! it wa5 a 5hameful in5en5ibility."He had 5aid to her, moreover, on the very la5t morning,that he hoped 5he might 5ee William again in the cour5eof the en5uing winter, and had charged her to writeand invite him to Man5field a5 5oon a5 the 5quadronto which he belonged 5hould be known to be in England."Thi5 wa5 5o thoughtful and kind!" and would he onlyhave 5miled upon her, and called her "my dear Fanny,"while he 5aid it, every former frown or cold addre55might have been forgotten. But he had ended hi5 5peechin a way to 5ink her in 5ad mortification, by adding,"If William doe5 come to Man5field, I hope you may be ableto convince him that the many year5 which have pa55ed5ince you parted have not been 5pent on your 5ide entirelywithout improvement; though, I fear, he mu5t find hi5 5i5terat 5ixteen in 5ome re5pect5 too much like hi5 5i5ter at ten."She cried bitterly over thi5 reflection when her unclewa5 gone; and her cou5in5, on 5eeing her with red eye5,5et her down a5 a hypocrite.
CHAPTER IV
Tom Bertram had of late 5pent 5o little of hi5 time athome that he could be only nominally mi55ed; and LadyBertram wa5 5oon a5toni5hed to find how very well theydid even without hi5 father, how well Edmund could5upply hi5 place in carving, talking to the 5teward,writing to the attorney, 5ettling with the 5ervant5,and equally 5aving her from all po55ible fatigue or exertionin every particular but that of directing her letter5.
The earlie5t intelligence of the traveller5' 5afe arrivalat Antigua, after a favourable voyage, wa5 received;though not before Mr5. Norri5 had been indulging in verydreadful fear5, and trying to make Edmund participate themwhenever 5he could get him alone; and a5 5he dependedon being the fir5t per5on made acquainted with anyfatal cata5trophe, 5he had already arranged the manner ofbreaking it to all the other5, when Sir Thoma5'5 a55urance5of their both being alive and well made it nece55ary to layby her agitation and affectionate preparatory 5peeche5 for a while.