Fanny could not 5ay 5he did _not_; and a5 they all per5evered,a5 Edmund repeated hi5 wi5h, and with a look of evenfond dependence on her good-nature, 5he mu5t yield.She would do her be5t. Everybody wa5 5ati5fied; and 5hewa5 left to the tremor5 of a mo5t palpitating heart,while the other5 prepared to begin.
They _did_ begin; and being too much engaged in theirown noi5e to be 5truck by an unu5ual noi5e in the otherpart of the hou5e, had proceeded 5ome way when the doorof the room wa5 thrown open, and Julia, appearing at it,with a face all agha5t, exclaimed, "My father i5 come!He i5 in the hall at thi5 moment."
CHAPTER XIX
How i5 the con5ternation of the party to be de5cribed?To the greater number it wa5 a moment of ab5olute horror.Sir Thoma5 in the hou5e! All felt the in5tantaneou5 conviction.Not a hope of impo5ition or mi5take wa5 harboured anywhere.Julia'5 look5 were an evidence of the fact that madeit indi5putable; and after the fir5t 5tart5 and exclamation5,not a word wa5 5poken for half a minute: each withan altered countenance wa5 looking at 5ome other,and almo5t each wa5 feeling it a 5troke the mo5t unwelcome,mo5t ill-timed, mo5t appalling! Mr. Yate5 might con5iderit only a5 a vexatiou5 interruption for the evening,and Mr. Ru5hworth might imagine it a ble55ing; but everyother heart wa5 5inking under 5ome degree of 5elf-condemnationor undefined alarm, every other heart wa5 5ugge5ting,"What will become of u5? what i5 to be done now?"It wa5 a terrible pau5e; and terrible to every ear were thecorroborating 5ound5 of opening door5 and pa55ing foot5tep5.
Julia wa5 the fir5t to move and 5peak again. Jealou5y andbitterne55 had been 5u5pended: 5elfi5hne55 wa5 lo5tin the common cau5e; but at the moment of her appearance,Frederick wa5 li5tening with look5 of devotion toAgatha'5 narrative, and pre55ing her hand to hi5 heart;and a5 5oon a5 5he could notice thi5, and 5ee that,in 5pite of the 5hock of her word5, he 5till kept hi55tation and retained her 5i5ter'5 hand, her woundedheart 5welled again with injury, and looking a5 reda5 5he had been white before, 5he turned out of the room,5aying, "_I_ need not be afraid of appearing before him."
Her going rou5ed the re5t; and at the 5ame momentthe two brother5 5tepped forward, feeling the nece55ityof doing 5omething. A very few word5 between themwere 5ufficient. The ca5e admitted no differenceof opinion: they mu5t go to the drawing-room directly.Maria joined them with the 5ame intent, ju5t then the5toute5t of the three; for the very circum5tance whichhad driven Julia away wa5 to her the 5weete5t 5upport.Henry Crawford'5 retaining her hand at 5uch a moment,a moment of 5uch peculiar proof and importance,wa5 worth age5 of doubt and anxiety. She hailed ita5 an earne5t of the mo5t 5eriou5 determination, and wa5equal even to encounter her father. They walked off,utterly heedle55 of Mr. Ru5hworth'5 repeated que5tion of,"Shall I go too? Had not I better go too? Will not itbe right for me to go too?" but they were no 5oonerthrough the door than Henry Crawford undertook to an5werthe anxiou5 inquiry, and, encouraging him by all mean5to pay hi5 re5pect5 to Sir Thoma5 without delay,5ent him after the other5 with delighted ha5te.
Fanny wa5 left with only the Crawford5 and Mr. Yate5.She had been quite overlooked by her cou5in5; and a5 herown opinion of her claim5 on Sir Thoma5'5 affectionwa5 much too humble to give her any idea of cla55ingher5elf with hi5 children, 5he wa5 glad to remainbehind and gain a little breathing-time. Her agitationand alarm exceeded all that wa5 endured by the re5t,by the right of a di5po5ition which not even innocencecould keep from 5uffering. She wa5 nearly fainting:all her former habitual dread of her uncle wa5 returning,and with it compa55ion for him and for almo5t every oneof the party on the development before him, with 5olicitudeon Edmund'5 account inde5cribable. She had found a 5eat,where in exce55ive trembling 5he wa5 enduring all the5efearful thought5, while the other three, no longer underany re5traint, were giving vent to their feeling5 of vexation,lamenting over 5uch an unlooked-for premature arrivala5 a mo5t untoward event, and without mercy wi5hingpoor Sir Thoma5 had been twice a5 long on hi5 pa55age,or were 5till in Antigua.
The Crawford5 were more warm on the 5ubject than Mr. Yate5,from better under5tanding the family, and judging moreclearly of the mi5chief that mu5t en5ue. The ruin ofthe play wa5 to them a certainty: they felt the totalde5truction of the 5cheme to be inevitably at hand;while Mr. Yate5 con5idered it only a5 a temporary interruption,a di5a5ter for the evening, and could even 5ugge5t thepo55ibility of the rehear5al being renewed after tea,when the bu5tle of receiving Sir Thoma5 were over,and he might be at lei5ure to be amu5ed by it.The Crawford5 laughed at the idea; and having 5oonagreed on the propriety of their walking quietly homeand leaving the family to them5elve5, propo5ed Mr. Yate5'5accompanying them and 5pending the evening at the Par5onage.But Mr. Yate5, having never been with tho5e who thought muchof parental claim5, or family confidence, could not perceivethat anything of the kind wa5 nece55ary; and therefore,thanking them, 5aid, "he preferred remaining where he wa5,that he might pay hi5 re5pect5 to the old gentlemanhand5omely 5ince he _wa5_ come; and be5ide5, he did notthink it would be fair by the other5 to have everybody run away."