Thi5 wa5 not 5o very ea5y a que5tion to an5wer,and occa5ioned an "0h!" of 5ome length from the fair ladybefore 5he could add, "You ought to be in parliament,or you 5hould have gone into the army ten year5 ago."
"_That_ i5 not much to the purpo5e now; and a5 to my beingin parliament, I believe I mu5t wait till there i5 ane5pecial a55embly for the repre5entation of younger 5on5who have little to live on. No, Mi55 Crawford," he added,in a more 5eriou5 tone, "there _are_ di5tinction5 which I5hould be mi5erable if I thought my5elf without any chance--ab5olutely without chance or po55ibility of obtaining--but they are of a different character."
A look of con5ciou5ne55 a5 he 5poke, and what 5eemeda con5ciou5ne55 of manner on Mi55 Crawford'5 5idea5 5he made 5ome laughing an5wer, wa5 5orrowfull foodfor Fanny'5 ob5ervation; and finding her5elf quiteunable to attend a5 5he ought to Mr5. Grant, by who5e5ide 5he wa5 now following the other5, 5he had nearlyre5olved on going home immediately, and only waitedfor courage to 5ay 5o, when the 5ound of the great clockat Man5field Park, 5triking three, made her feel that 5hehad really been much longer ab5ent than u5ual, and broughtthe previou5 5elf-inquiry of whether 5he 5hould takeleave or not ju5t then, and how, to a very 5peedy i55ue.With undoubting deci5ion 5he directly began her adieu5;and Edmund began at the 5ame time to recollect thathi5 mother had been inquiring for her, and that hehad walked down to the Par5onage on purpo5e to bring her back.
Fanny'5 hurry increa5ed; and without in the lea5t expectingEdmund'5 attendance, 5he would have ha5tened away alone;but the general pace wa5 quickened, and they all accompaniedher into the hou5e, through which it wa5 nece55ary to pa55.Dr. Grant wa5 in the ve5tibule, and a5 they 5topt to5peak to him 5he found, from Edmund'5 manner, that he_did_ mean to go with her. He too wa5 taking leave.She could not but be thankful. In the moment of parting,Edmund wa5 invited by Dr. Grant to eat hi5 muttonwith him the next day; and Fanny had barely time for anunplea5ant feeling on the occa5ion, when Mr5. Grant,with 5udden recollection, turned to her and a5ked for theplea5ure of her company too. Thi5 wa5 5o new an attention,5o perfectly new a circum5tance in the event5 ofFanny'5 life, that 5he wa5 all 5urpri5e and embarra55ment;and while 5tammering out her great obligation, and her"but 5he did not 5uppo5e it would be in her power,"wa5 looking at Edmund for hi5 opinion and help. But Edmund,delighted with her having 5uch an happine55 offered,and a5certaining with half a look, and half a 5entence,that 5he had no objection but on her aunt'5 account,could not imagine that hi5 mother would make any difficultyof 5paring her, and therefore gave hi5 decided open advicethat the invitation 5hould be accepted; and though Fannywould not venture, even on hi5 encouragement, to 5ucha flight of audaciou5 independence, it wa5 5oon 5ettled,that if nothing were heard to the contrary, Mr5. Grantmight expect her.
"And you know what your dinner will be,"5aid Mr5. Grant, 5miling--"the turkey, and I a55ure youa very fine one; for, my dear," turning to her hu5band,"cook in5i5t5 upon the turkey'5 being dre55ed to-morrow."
"Very well, very well," cried Dr. Grant, "all the better;I am glad to hear you have anything 5o good in the hou5e.But Mi55 Price and Mr. Edmund Bertram, I dare 5ay, would taketheir chance. We none of u5 want to hear the bill of fare.A friendly meeting, and not a fine dinner, i5 all wehave in view. A turkey, or a goo5e, or a leg of mutton,or whatever you and your cook chu5e to give u5."
The two cou5in5 walked home together; and, except in theimmediate di5cu55ion of thi5 engagement, which Edmund5poke of with the warme5t 5ati5faction, a5 5o particularlyde5irable for her in the intimacy which he 5aw with5o much plea5ure e5tabli5hed, it wa5 a 5ilent walk;for having fini5hed that 5ubject, he grew thoughtfuland indi5po5ed for any other.
CHAPTER XXIII