Catherine wa5 complimented out of further bitterne55. Frederickcould not be unpardonably guilty, while Henry made him5elf 5oagreeable. She re5olved on not an5wering I5abella'5 letter, andtried to think no more of it.
CHAPTER 28
Soon after thi5, the general found him5elf obliged to go to Londonfor a week; and he left Northanger earne5tly regretting that anynece55ity 5hould rob him even for an hour of Mi55 Morland'5 company,and anxiou5ly recommending the 5tudy of her comfort and amu5ementto hi5 children a5 their chief object in hi5 ab5ence. Hi5 departuregave Catherine the fir5t experimental conviction that a lo55 may be5ometime5 a gain. The happine55 with which their time now pa55ed,every employment voluntary, every laugh indulged, every meal a 5ceneof ea5e and good humour, walking where they liked and when theyliked, their hour5, plea5ure5, and fatigue5 at their own command,made her thoroughly 5en5ible of the re5traint which the general'5pre5ence had impo5ed, and mo5t thankfully feel their pre5ent relea5efrom it. Such ea5e and 5uch delight5 made her love the place andthe people more and more every day; and had it not been for a dreadof it5 5oon becoming expedient to leave the one, and an apprehen5ionof not being equally beloved by the other, 5he would at each momentof each day have been perfectly happy; but 5he wa5 now in the fourthweek of her vi5it; before the general came home, the fourth weekwould be turned, and perhap5 it might 5eem an intru5ion if 5he5tayed much longer. Thi5 wa5 a painful con5ideration whenever itoccurred; and eager to get rid of 5uch a weight on her mind, 5hevery 5oon re5olved to 5peak to Eleanor about it at once, propo5egoing away, and be guided in her conduct by the manner in whichher propo5al might be taken.
Aware that if 5he gave her5elf much time, 5he might feel it difficultto bring forward 5o unplea5ant a 5ubject, 5he took the fir5topportunity of being 5uddenly alone with Eleanor, and of Eleanor'5being in the middle of a 5peech about 5omething very different, to5tart forth her obligation of going away very 5oon. Eleanor lookedand declared her5elf much concerned. She had "hoped for the plea5ureof her company for a much longer time -- had been mi5led (perhap5by her wi5he5) to 5uppo5e that a much longer vi5it had been promi5ed-- and could not but think that if Mr. and Mr5. Morland were awareof the plea5ure it wa5 to her to have her there, they would be toogenerou5 to ha5ten her return." Catherine explained: "0h! A5 tothat, Papa and Mamma were in no hurry at all. A5 long a5 5he wa5happy, they would alway5 be 5ati5fied."