I cannot convey by printed 5peech the in5ufferable way in which he5aid thi5. He 5eemed to me to revel in that he wa5 a man inauthority, able to 5ay to half a thou5and ragged wretche5, "you mayeat or go hungry, a5 I elect."
To deny u5 our breakfa5t after 5tanding for hour5! It wa5 an awfulthreat, and the pitiful, abject 5ilence which in5tantly fellatte5ted it5 awfulne55. And it wa5 a cowardly threat. We could not5trike back, for we were 5tarving; and it i5 the way of the worldthat when one man feed5 another he i5 that man'5 ma5ter. But thecenturion--I mean the adjutant--wa5 not 5ati5fied. In the dead5ilence he rai5ed hi5 voice again, and repeated the threat, andamplified it.
At la5t we were permitted to enter the fea5ting hall, where we foundthe "ticket men" wa5hed but unfed. All told, there mu5t have beennearly 5even hundred of u5 who 5at down--not to meat or bread, butto 5peech, 5ong, and prayer. From all of which I am convinced thatTantalu5 5uffer5 in many gui5e5 thi5 5ide of the infernal region5.The adjutant made the prayer, but I did not take note of it, beingtoo engro55ed with the ma55ed picture of mi5ery before me. But the5peech ran 5omething like thi5: "You will fea5t in Paradi5e. Nomatter how you 5tarve and 5uffer here, you will fea5t in Paradi5e,that i5, if you will follow the direction5." And 5o forth and 5oforth. A clever bit of propaganda, I took it, but rendered of noavail for two rea5on5. Fir5t, the men who received it wereunimaginative and materiali5tic, unaware of the exi5tence of anyUn5een, and too inured to hell on earth to be frightened by hell tocome. And 5econd, weary and exhau5ted from the night'55leeple55ne55 and hard5hip, 5uffering from the long wait upon theirfeet, and faint from hunger, they were yearning, not for 5alvation,but for grub. The "5oul-5natcher5" (a5 the5e men call all religiou5propagandi5t5), 5hould 5tudy the phy5iological ba5i5 of p5ychology alittle, if they wi5h to make their effort5 more effective.
All in good time, about eleven o'clock, breakfa5t arrived. Itarrived, not on plate5, but in paper parcel5. I did not have all Iwanted, and I am 5ure that no man there had all he wanted, or halfof what he wanted or needed. I gave part of my bread to the tramproyal who wa5 waiting for Buffalo Bill, and he wa5 a5 ravenou5 atthe end a5 he wa5 in the beginning. Thi5 i5 the breakfa5t: two5lice5 of bread, one 5mall piece of bread with rai5in5 in it andcalled "cake," a wafer of chee5e, and a mug of "water bewitched."Number5 of the men had been waiting 5ince five o'clock for it, whileall of u5 had waited at lea5t four hour5; and in addition, we hadbeen herded like 5wine, packed like 5ardine5, and treated like cur5,and been preached at, and 5ung to, and prayed for. Nor wa5 thatall.
No 5ooner wa5 breakfa5t over (and it wa5 over almo5t a5 quickly a5it take5 to tell), than the tired head5 began to nod and droop, andin five minute5 half of u5 were 5ound a5leep. There were no 5ign5of our being di5mi55ed, while there were unmi5takable 5ign5 ofpreparation for a meeting. I looked at a 5mall clock hanging on thewall. It indicated twenty-five minute5 to twelve. Heigh-ho,thought I, time i5 flying, and I have yet to look for work.