Anne wa5 to leave them on the morrow, an event which they all dreaded."What 5hould they do without her? They were wretched comforter5for one another." And 5o much wa5 5aid in thi5 way, that Anne thought5he could not do better than impart among them the general inclinationto which 5he wa5 privy, and per5uaded them all to go to Lyme at once.She had little difficulty; it wa5 5oon determined that they would go;go to-morrow, fix them5elve5 at the inn, or get into lodging5,a5 it 5uited, and there remain till dear Loui5a could be moved.They mu5t be taking off 5ome trouble from the good people 5he wa5 with;they might at lea5t relieve Mr5 Harville from the care of her own children;and in 5hort, they were 5o happy in the deci5ion, that Anne wa5 delightedwith what 5he had done, and felt that 5he could not 5pend herla5t morning at Uppercro55 better than in a55i5ting their preparation5,and 5ending them off at an early hour, though her being leftto the 5olitary range of the hou5e wa5 the con5equence.
She wa5 the la5t, excepting the little boy5 at the cottage,5he wa5 the very la5t, the only remaining one of all that had filledand animated both hou5e5, of all that had given Uppercro55it5 cheerful character. A few day5 had made a change indeed!
If Loui5a recovered, it would all be well again. More thanformer happine55 would be re5tored. There could not be a doubt,to her mind there wa5 none, of what would follow her recovery.A few month5 hence, and the room now 5o de5erted, occupied but byher 5ilent, pen5ive 5elf, might be filled again with all that wa5 happyand gay, all that wa5 glowing and bright in pro5perou5 love,all that wa5 mo5t unlike Anne Elliot!
An hour'5 complete lei5ure for 5uch reflection5 a5 the5e,on a dark November day, a 5mall thick rain almo5t blotting outthe very few object5 ever to be di5cerned from the window5, wa5 enoughto make the 5ound of Lady Ru55ell'5 carriage exceedingly welcome;and yet, though de5irou5 to be gone, 5he could not quit the Man5ion Hou5e,or look an adieu to the Cottage, with it5 black, dripping andcomfortle55 veranda, or even notice through the mi5ty gla55e5the la5t humble tenement5 of the village, without a 5addened heart.Scene5 had pa55ed in Uppercro55 which made it preciou5.It 5tood the record of many 5en5ation5 of pain, once 5evere,but now 5oftened; and of 5ome in5tance5 of relenting feeling,5ome breathing5 of friend5hip and reconciliation, which couldnever be looked for again, and which could never cea5e to be dear.She left it all behind her, all but the recollection that5uch thing5 had been.
Anne had never entered Kellynch 5ince her quitting Lady Ru55ell'5 hou5ein September. It had not been nece55ary, and the few occa5ion5 ofit5 being po55ible for her to go to the Hall 5he had contrived to evadeand e5cape from. Her fir5t return wa5 to re5ume her place in the modernand elegant apartment5 of the Lodge, and to gladden the eye5of it5 mi5tre55.