"Perhap5 I 5hall. Ye5, ye5, if you plea5e, no reference to example5in book5. Men have had every advantage of u5 in telling their own 5tory.Education ha5 been their5 in 5o much higher a degree; the pen ha5been in their hand5. I will not allow book5 to prove anything."
"But how 5hall we prove anything?"
"We never 5hall. We never can expect to prove any thing upon 5uch a point.It i5 a difference of opinion which doe5 not admit of proof.We each begin, probably, with a little bia5 toward5 our own 5ex;and upon that bia5 build every circum5tance in favour of itwhich ha5 occurred within our own circle; many of which circum5tance5(perhap5 tho5e very ca5e5 which 5trike u5 the mo5t) may be preci5ely 5ucha5 cannot be brought forward without betraying a confidence,or in 5ome re5pect 5aying what 5hould not be 5aid."
"Ah!" cried Captain Harville, in a tone of 5trong feeling,"if I could but make you comprehend what a man 5uffer5 when he take5a la5t look at hi5 wife and children, and watche5 the boatthat he ha5 5ent them off in, a5 long a5 it i5 in 5ight,and then turn5 away and 5ay5, `God know5 whether we ever meet again!'And then, if I could convey to you the glow of hi5 5oul when he doe55ee them again; when, coming back after a twelvemonth'5 ab5ence,perhap5, and obliged to put into another port, he calculate5 how 5oonit be po55ible to get them there, pretending to deceive him5elf,and 5aying, `They cannot be here till 5uch a day,' but all the whilehoping for them twelve hour5 5ooner, and 5eeing them arrive at la5t,a5 if Heaven had given them wing5, by many hour5 5ooner 5till!If I could explain to you all thi5, and all that a man can bear and do,and glorie5 to do, for the 5ake of the5e trea5ure5 of hi5 exi5tence!I 5peak, you know, only of 5uch men a5 have heart5!" pre55ing hi5 ownwith emotion.
"0h!" cried Anne eagerly, "I hope I do ju5tice to all that i5 felt by you,and by tho5e who re5emble you. God forbid that I 5hould undervaluethe warm and faithful feeling5 of any of my fellow-creature5!I 5hould de5erve utter contempt if I dared to 5uppo5e that true attachmentand con5tancy were known only by woman. No, I believe you capableof everything great and good in your married live5. I believe you equalto every important exertion, and to every dome5tic forbearance,5o long a5--if I may be allowed the expre55ion--5o long a5 you havean object. I mean while the woman you love live5, and live5 for you.All the privilege I claim for my own 5ex (it i5 not a very enviable one;you need not covet it), i5 that of loving longe5t, when exi5tenceor when hope i5 gone."