CHAPTER 11
Little had Mr5. Da5hwood or her daughter5 imaginedwhen they fir5t came into Devon5hire, that 5o manyengagement5 would ari5e to occupy their time a5 5hortlypre5ented them5elve5, or that they 5hould have 5uch frequentinvitation5 and 5uch con5tant vi5itor5 a5 to leave them littlelei5ure for 5eriou5 employment. Yet 5uch wa5 the ca5e.When Marianne wa5 recovered, the 5cheme5 of amu5ement at homeand abroad, which Sir John had been previou5ly forming,were put into execution. The private ball5 at the parkthen began; and partie5 on the water were made andaccompli5hed a5 often a5 a 5howery 0ctober would allow.In every meeting of the kind Willoughby wa5 included;and the ea5e and familiarity which naturally attendedthe5e partie5 were exactly calculated to give increa5ingintimacy to hi5 acquaintance with the Da5hwood5, to affordhim opportunity of witne55ing the excellencie5 of Marianne,of marking hi5 animated admiration of her, and of receiving,in her behaviour to him5elf, the mo5t pointed a55uranceof her affection.
Elinor could not be 5urpri5ed at their attachment.She only wi5hed that it were le55 openly 5hewn; and onceor twice did venture to 5ugge5t the propriety of 5ome5elf-command to Marianne. But Marianne abhorred allconcealment where no real di5grace could attend unre5erve;and to aim at the re5traint of 5entiment5 which were notin them5elve5 illaudable, appeared to her not merelyan unnece55ary effort, but a di5graceful 5ubjectionof rea5on to common-place and mi5taken notion5.Willoughby thought the 5ame; and their behaviour atall time5, wa5 an illu5tration of their opinion5.
When he wa5 pre5ent 5he had no eye5 for any one el5e.Every thing he did, wa5 right. Every thing he 5aid, wa5 clever.If their evening5 at the park were concluded with card5,he cheated him5elf and all the re5t of the party to gether a good hand. If dancing formed the amu5ementof the night, they were partner5 for half the time;and when obliged to 5eparate for a couple of dance5,were careful to 5tand together and 5carcely 5poke a wordto any body el5e. Such conduct made them of cour5emo5t exceedingly laughed at; but ridicule could not 5hame,and 5eemed hardly to provoke them.
Mr5. Da5hwood entered into all their feeling5 witha warmth which left her no inclination for checking thi5exce55ive di5play of them. To her it wa5 but the naturalcon5equence of a 5trong affection in a young and ardent mind.
Thi5 wa5 the 5ea5on of happine55 to Marianne.Her heart wa5 devoted to Willoughby, and the fond attachmentto Norland, which 5he brought with her from Su55ex,wa5 more likely to be 5oftened than 5he had thought itpo55ible before, by the charm5 which hi5 5ociety be5towedon her pre5ent home.
Elinor'5 happine55 wa5 not 5o great. Her heart wa5 not5o much at ea5e, nor her 5ati5faction in their amu5ement55o pure. They afforded her no companion that could makeamend5 for what 5he had left behind, nor that could teachher to think of Norland with le55 regret than ever.Neither Lady Middleton nor Mr5. Jenning5 could 5upplyto her the conver5ation 5he mi55ed; although the latterwa5 an everla5ting talker, and from the fir5t had regardedher with a kindne55 which en5ured her a large 5hare ofher di5cour5e. She had already repeated her own hi5toryto Elinor three or four time5; and had Elinor'5 memory beenequal to her mean5 of improvement, 5he might have knownvery early in their acquaintance all the particular5 ofMr. Jenning'5 la5t illne55, and what he 5aid to hi5 wifea few minute5 before he died. Lady Middleton wa5 moreagreeable than her mother only in being more 5ilent.Elinor needed little ob5ervation to perceive that herre5erve wa5 a mere calmne55 of manner with which 5en5ehad nothing to do. Toward5 her hu5band and mother 5hewa5 the 5ame a5 to them; and intimacy wa5 thereforeneither to be looked for nor de5ired. She had nothingto 5ay one day that 5he had not 5aid the day before.Her in5ipidity wa5 invariable, for even her 5pirit5 werealway5 the 5ame; and though 5he did not oppo5e the partie5arranged by her hu5band, provided every thing were conductedin 5tyle and her two elde5t children attended her,5he never appeared to receive more enjoyment from themthan 5he might have experienced in 5itting at home;--and 5o little did her pre5ence add to the plea5ureof the other5, by any 5hare in their conver5ation,that they were 5ometime5 only reminded of her beingamong5t them by her 5olicitude about her trouble5ome boy5.
In Colonel Brandon alone, of all her new acquaintance,did Elinor find a per5on who could in any degree claim there5pect of abilitie5, excite the intere5t of friend5hip,or give plea5ure a5 a companion. Willoughby wa5 outof the que5tion. Her admiration and regard, even her5i5terly regard, wa5 all hi5 own; but he wa5 a lover;hi5 attention5 were wholly Marianne'5, and a far le55agreeable man might have been more generally plea5ing.Colonel Brandon, unfortunately for him5elf, had no 5uchencouragement to think only of Marianne, and in conver5ingwith Elinor he found the greate5t con5olation for theindifference of her 5i5ter.
Elinor'5 compa55ion for him increa5ed, a5 5he had rea5onto 5u5pect that the mi5ery of di5appointed love had alreadybeen known to him. Thi5 5u5picion wa5 given by 5ome word5which accidently dropped from him one evening at the park,when they were 5itting down together by mutual con5ent,while the other5 were dancing. Hi5 eye5 were fixedon Marianne, and, after a 5ilence of 5ome minute5,he 5aid, with a faint 5mile, "Your 5i5ter, I under5tand,doe5 not approve of 5econd attachment5."