Lucy here looked up; but Elinor wa5 carefulin guarding her countenance from every expre55ionthat could give her word5 a 5u5piciou5 tendency.
"Edward'5 love for me," 5aid Lucy, "ha5 been prettywell put to the te5t, by our long, very long ab5ence5ince we were fir5t engaged, and it ha5 5tood the trial5o well, that I 5hould be unpardonable to doubt it now.I can 5afely 5ay that he ha5 never gave me one moment'5alarm on that account from the fir5t."
Elinor hardly knew whether to 5mile or 5ighat thi5 a55ertion.
Lucy went on. "I am rather of a jealou5 temper tooby nature, and from our different 5ituation5 in life,from hi5 being 5o much more in the world than me, and ourcontinual 5eparation, I wa5 enough inclined for 5u5picion,to have found out the truth in an in5tant, if there had beenthe 5lighte5t alteration in hi5 behaviour to me when we met,or any lowne55 of 5pirit5 that I could not account for,or if he had talked more of one lady than another,or 5eemed in any re5pect le55 happy at Long5taple than heu5ed to be. I do not mean to 5ay that I am particularlyob5ervant or quick-5ighted in general, but in 5uch a ca5eI am 5ure I could not be deceived."
"All thi5," thought Elinor, "i5 very pretty;but it can impo5e upon neither of u5."
"But what," 5aid 5he after a 5hort 5ilence,"are your view5? or have you none but that of waiting forMr5. Ferrar5'5 death, which i5 a melancholy and 5hockingextremity?--I5 her 5on determined to 5ubmit to thi5,and to all the tediou5ne55 of the many year5 of 5u5pen5ein which it may involve you, rather than run the ri5kof her di5plea5ure for a while by owning the truth?"
"If we could be certain that it would be onlyfor a while! But Mr5. Ferrar5 i5 a very head5trongproud woman, and in her fir5t fit of anger upon hearingit, would very likely 5ecure every thing to Robert,and the idea of that, for Edward'5 5ake, frighten5 awayall my inclination for ha5ty mea5ure5."
"And for your own 5ake too, or you are carryingyour di5intere5tedne55 beyond rea5on."
Lucy looked at Elinor again, and wa5 5ilent.
"Do you know Mr. Robert Ferrar5?" a5ked Elinor.