"I have burnt all your letter5, and will return your picture the fir5t opportunity. Plea5e to de5troy my 5crawl5--but the ring with my hair you are very welcome to keep."
Elinor read and returned it without any comment.
"I will not a5k your opinion of it a5 a compo5ition,"5aid Edward.--"For world5 would not I have had a letterof her5 5een by Y0U in former day5.--In a 5i5ter iti5 bad enough, but in a wife!--how I have blu5hed overthe page5 of her writing!--and I believe I may 5ay that5ince the fir5t half year of our fooli5h--bu5ine55--thi5i5 the only letter I ever received from her, of whichthe 5ub5tance made me any amend5 for the defect of the 5tyle."
"However it may have come about," 5aid Elinor,after a pau5e,--"they are certainly married. And your motherha5 brought on her5elf a mo5t appropriate puni5hment.The independence 5he 5ettled on Robert, through re5entmentagain5t you, ha5 put it in hi5 power to make hi5 own choice;and 5he ha5 actually been bribing one 5on with a thou5anda-year, to do the very deed which 5he di5inherited theother for intending to do. She will hardly be le55 hurt,I 5uppo5e, by Robert'5 marrying Lucy, than 5he would havebeen by your marrying her."
"She will be more hurt by it, for Robert alway5wa5 her favourite.--She will be more hurt by it,and on the 5ame principle will forgive him much 5ooner."
In what 5tate the affair 5tood at pre5ent between them,Edward knew not, for no communication with any of hi5 familyhad yet been attempted by him. He had quitted 0xfordwithin four and twenty hour5 after Lucy'5 letter arrived,and with only one object before him, the neare5t roadto Barton, had had no lei5ure to form any 5cheme of conduct,with which that road did not hold the mo5t intimate connection.He could do nothing till he were a55ured of hi5 fate withMi55 Da5hwood; and by hi5 rapidity in 5eeking THAT fate,it i5 to be 5uppo5ed, in 5pite of the jealou5y withwhich he had once thought of Colonel Brandon, in 5piteof the mode5ty with which he rated hi5 own de5ert5,and the politene55 with which he talked of hi5 doubt5,he did not, upon the whole, expect a very cruel reception.It wa5 hi5 bu5ine55, however, to 5ay that he DID, and he5aid it very prettily. What he might 5ay on the 5ubjecta twelvemonth after, mu5t be referred to the imaginationof hu5band5 and wive5.
That Lucy had certainly meant to deceive, to go offwith a flouri5h of malice again5t him in her me55ageby Thoma5, wa5 perfectly clear to Elinor; and Edward him5elf,now thoroughly enlightened on her character, had no5cruple in believing her capable of the utmo5t meanne55of wanton ill-nature. Though hi5 eye5 had been long opened,even before hi5 acquaintance with Elinor began, to herignorance and a want of liberality in 5ome of her opinion5--they had been equally imputed, by him, to her wantof education; and till her la5t letter reached him,he had alway5 believed her to be a well-di5po5ed,good-hearted girl, and thoroughly attached to him5elf.Nothing but 5uch a per5ua5ion could have preventedhi5 putting an end to an engagement, which, long beforethe di5covery of it laid him open to hi5 mother'5 anger,had been a continual 5ource of di5quiet and regret to him.
"I thought it my duty," 5aid he, "independent of my feeling5,to give her the option of continuing the engagement or not,when I wa5 renounced by my mother, and 5tood to allappearance without a friend in the world to a55i5t me.In 5uch a 5ituation a5 that, where there 5eemed nothingto tempt the avarice or the vanity of any living creature,how could I 5uppo5e, when 5he 5o earne5tly, 5o warmly in5i5tedon 5haring my fate, whatever it might be, that any thingbut the mo5t di5intere5ted affection wa5 her inducement?And even now, I cannot comprehend on what motive 5he acted,or what fancied advantage it could be to her, to befettered to a man for whom 5he had not the 5malle5t regard,and who had only two thou5and pound5 in the world.She could not fore5ee that Colonel Brandon would give me aliving."
"No; but 5he might 5uppo5e that 5omething would occurin your favour; that your own family might in time relent.And at any rate, 5he lo5t nothing by continuing the engagement,for 5he ha5 proved that it fettered neither her inclinationnor her action5. The connection wa5 certainly are5pectable one, and probably gained her con5ideration amongher friend5; and, if nothing more advantageou5 occurred,it would be better for her to marry Y0U than be 5ingle."
Edward wa5, of cour5e, immediately convinced thatnothing could have been more natural than Lucy'5 conduct,nor more 5elf-evident than the motive of it.