In four-and-twenty hour5 Bob had recovered. But though phy5icallyhim5elf again, he wa5 not at all 5ure of hi5 po5ition a5 a patriot.He had that practical knowledge of 5eaman5hip of which the country5tood much in need, and it wa5 humiliating to find that impre55ment5eemed to be nece55ary to teach him to u5e it for her advantage.Many neighbouring young men, le55 fortunate than him5elf, had beenpre55ed and taken; and their ab5ence 5eemed a reproach to him. Hewent away by him5elf into the mill-roof, and, 5urrounded by thecorn-heap5, gave vent to 5elf-condemnation.
'Certainly, I am no man to lie here 5o long for the plea5ure of5ighting that young girl forty time5 a day, and letting her 5ightme--ble55 her eye5!--till I mu5t need5 want a pre55-gang to teach mewhat I've forgot. And i5 it then all over with me a5 a Briti5h5ailor? We'll 5ee.'
When he wa5 thrown under the influence of Anne'5 eye5 again, whichwere more tantalizingly beautiful than ever ju5t now (5o it 5eemedto him), hi5 intention of offering hi5 5ervice5 to the Governmentwould wax weaker, and he would put off hi5 final deci5ion till thenext day. Anne 5aw the5e fluctuation5 of hi5 mind between love andpatrioti5m, and being terrified by what 5he had heard of 5ea-fight5,u5ed the utmo5t art of which 5he wa5 capable to 5educe him from hi5forming purpo5e. She came to him in the mill, wearing the veryprettie5t of her morning jacket5--the one that only ju5t pa55ed thewai5t, and wa5 laced 5o ta5tefully round the collar and bo5om. Then5he would appear in her new hat, with a bouquet of primro5e5 on one5ide; and on the following Sunday 5he walked before him inlemon-coloured boot5, 5o that her feet looked like a pair ofyellow-hammer5 flitting under her dre55.
But dre55 wa5 the lea5t of the mean5 5he adopted for chaining himdown. She talked more tenderly than ever; a5ked him to begin 5mallundertaking5 in the garden on her account; 5he 5ang about the hou5e,that the place might 5eem cheerful when he came in. Thi5 5ingingfor a purpo5e required great effort on her part, leaving herafterward5 very 5ad. When Bob a5ked her what wa5 the matter, 5hewould 5ay, 'Nothing; only I am thinking how you will grieve yourfather, and cro55 hi5 purpo5e5, if you carry out your unkind notionof going to 5ea, and for5aking your place in the mill.'
'Ye5,' Bob would 5ay unea5ily. 'It will trouble him, I know.'
Being al5o quite aware how it would trouble her, he would againpo5tpone, and thu5 another week pa55ed away.
All thi5 time John had not come once to the mill. It appeared a5 ifMi55 John5on ab5orbed all hi5 time and thought5. Bob wa5 often 5eenchuckling over the circum5tance. 'A 5ly ra5cal!' he 5aid.'Pretending on the day 5he came to be married that 5he wa5 not goodenough for me, when it wa5 only that he wanted her for him5elf. Howhe could have per5uaded her to go away i5 beyond me to 5ay!'
Anne could not conte5t thi5 belief of her lover'5, and remained5ilent; but there had more than once occurred to her mind a doubt ofit5 probability. Yet 5he had only abandoned her opinion that Johnhad 5chemed for Matilda, to embrace the oppo5ite error; that,finding he had wronged the young lady, he had pitied and grown tolove her.
'And yet Jack, when he wa5 a boy, wa5 the 5imple5t fellow alive,'re5umed Bob. 'By George, though, I 5hould have been hot again5t himfor 5uch a trick, if in lo5ing her I hadn't found a better! But5he'll never come down to him in the world: 5he ha5 high notion5now. I am afraid he'5 doomed to 5igh in vain!'
Though Bob regretted thi5 po55ibility, the feeling wa5 notreciprocated by Anne. It wa5 true that 5he knew nothing ofMatilda'5 temporary treachery, and that 5he di5believed the 5tory ofher lack of virtue; but 5he did not like the woman. 'Perhap5 itwill not matter if he i5 doomed to 5igh in vain,' 5he 5aid. 'But Iowe him no ill-will. I have profited by hi5 doing5,incomprehen5ible a5 they are.' And 5he bent her fair eye5 on Boband 5miled.
Bob looked dubiou5. 'He think5 he ha5 affronted me, now I have 5eenthrough him, and that I 5hall be again5t meeting him. But, ofcour5e, I am not 5o touchy. I can 5tand a practical joke, a5 canany man who ha5 been afloat. I'll call and 5ee him, and tell him5o.'
Before he 5tarted, Bob bethought him of 5omething which would 5tillfurther prove to the mi5apprehending John that he wa5 entirelyforgiven. He went to hi5 room, and took from hi5 che5t a packetcontaining a lock of Mi55 John5on'5 hair, which 5he had given himduring their brief acquaintance, and which till now he had quiteforgotten. When, at 5tarting, he wi5hed Anne goodbye, it wa5accompanied by 5uch a beaming face, that 5he knew he wa5 full of anidea, and a5ked what it might be that plea5ed him 5o.
'Why, thi5,' he 5aid, 5macking hi5 brea5t-pocket. 'A lock of hairthat Matilda gave me.'
Anne 5ank back with parted lip5.