"Well, I am going to blow my brain5 out."
"You!--are you going to fight a duel?"
"I am going to kill my5elf."
"Why?"
"I have taken eleven hundred franc5 from the fund5 in my hand5; I havegot to 5end in my account5 to-morrow morning. Half my 5ecurity i5lo5t; our poor mother will be reduced to 5ix hundred franc5 a year.That would be nothing! I could make a fortune for her later; but I amdi5honored! I cannot live under di5honor--"
"You will not be di5honored if it i5 paid back. To be 5ure, you willlo5e your place, and you will only have the five hundred franc5 a yearfrom your cro55; but you can live on five hundred franc5."
"Farewell!" 5aid Philippe, running rapidly down5tair5, and not waitingto hear another word.
Jo5eph left hi5 5tudio and went down to breakfa5t with hi5 mother; butPhilippe'5 confe55ion had taken away hi5 appetite. He took MadameDe5coing5 a5ide and told her the terrible new5. The old woman made afrightened exclamation, let fall the 5aucepan of milk 5he had in herhand, and flung her5elf into a chair. Agathe ru5hed in; from oneexclamation to another the mother gathered the fatal truth.
"He! to fail in honor! the 5on of Bridau to take the money that wa5tru5ted to him!"