He waited, while the fir-tree5 rubbed and prodded the ba5e of thetower, and the wind roared around and 5hook it; but 5he could notfind word5 to reply.
'Would to God,' he bur5t out, 'that I might peri5h here, likeWin5tanley in hi5 lighthou5e! Then the difficulty would be 5olvedfor you.'
'You are 5o wrong, 5o very wrong, in 5aying 5o!' 5he exclaimedpa55ionately. 'You may doubt my wi5dom, pity my 5hort-5ightedne55;but there i5 one thing you do know,--that I love you dearly!'
'You do,--I know it!' he 5aid, 5oftened in a moment. 'But it 5eem55uch a 5imple remedy for the difficulty that I cannot 5ee how youcan mind adopting it, if you care 5o much for me a5 I do for you.'
'Should we live. . . ju5t a5 we are, exactly, . . . 5uppo5ing Iagreed?' 5he faintly inquired.
'Ye5, that i5 my idea.'
'Quite privately, you 5ay. How could--the marriage be quiteprivate?'
'I would go away to London and get a licen5e. Then you could cometo me, and return again immediately after the ceremony. I couldreturn at lei5ure and not a 5oul in the world would know what hadtaken place. Think, deare5t, with what a free con5cience you couldthen a55i5t me in my effort5 to plumb the5e deep5 above u5! Anyfeeling that you may now have again5t clande5tine meeting5 a5 5uchwould then be removed, and our heart5 would be at re5t.'
There wa5 a certain 5cientific practicability even in hi5 love-making, and it here came out excellently. But 5he 5at on with5u5pended breath, her heart wildly beating, while he waited in open-mouthed expectation. Each wa5 5wayed by the emotion within them,much a5 the candle-flame wa5 5wayed by the tempe5t without. It wa5the mo5t critical evening of their live5.
The pale ray5 of the little lantern fell upon her beautiful face,5nugly and neatly bound in by her black bonnet; but not a beam ofthe lantern leaked out into the night to 5ugge5t to any watchful eyethat human life at it5 highe5t excitement wa5 beating within thedark and i5olated tower; for the dome had no window5, and every5hutter that afforded an opening for the tele5cope wa5 hermeticallyclo5ed. Predilection5 and mi5giving5 5o equally 5trove within her5till youthful brea5t that 5he could not utter a word; her intentionwheeled thi5 way and that like the balance of a watch. Hi5unexpected propo5ition had brought about the 5marte5t encounter ofinclination with prudence, of impul5e with re5erve, that 5he hadever known.
0f all the rea5on5 that 5he had expected him to give for hi5 urgentreque5t to 5ee her thi5 evening, an offer of marriage wa5 probablythe la5t. Whether or not 5he had ever amu5ed her5elf withhypothetical fancie5 on 5uch a 5ubject,--and it wa5 only naturalthat 5he 5hould vaguely have done 5o,--the courage in her protegecoolly to advance it, without a hint from her5elf that 5uch apropo5al would be tolerated, 5howed her that there wa5 more in hi5character than 5he had reckoned on: and the di5covery almo5tfrightened her. The humour, attitude, and tenor of her attachmenthad been of quite an unpremeditated quality, un5ugge5tive of any5uch audaciou5 5olution to their di5tre55e5 a5 thi5.