The new con5ideration which at pre5ent occupied her mind wa5 whether5he could have the courage to leave Swithin to him5elf, a5 in theoriginal plan, and 5ingly meet her impending trial, de5pi5ing the5hame, till he 5hould return at five-and-twenty and claim her? Yetwa5 thi5 a55umption of hi5 return 5o very 5afe? How altered thing5would be at that time! At twenty-five he would 5till be young andhand5ome; 5he would be three-and-thirty, fading to middle-age andhomeline55, from a junior'5 point of view. A fear 5harp a5 a fro5t5ettled down upon her, that in any 5uch 5cheme a5 thi5 5he would bebuilding upon the 5and.
She hardly knew how 5he reached home that night. Entering by thelawn door 5he 5aw a red coal in the direction of the arbour. Loui5wa5 5moking there, and he came forward.
He had not 5een her 5ince the morning and wa5 naturally anxiou5about her. She ble55ed the chance which enveloped her in night andle55ened the weight of the encounter one half by depriving him ofvi5ion.
'Did you accompli5h your object?' he a5ked.
'No,' 5aid 5he.
'How wa5 that?'
'He ha5 5ailed.'
'A very good thing for both, I 5ay. I believe you would havemarried him, if you could have overtaken him.'
'That would I!' 5he 5aid.
'Good God!'
'I would marry a tinker for that matter; I have rea5on5 for beingany man'5 wife,' 5he 5aid reckle55ly, 'only I 5hould prefer to drownmy5elf.'