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'Becau5e I knew it would be painful to you. I hoped 5he wouldreturn to her duty, and then there would be no need to harrow yourfeeling5 with 5uch - '

'0 God! how long ha5 thi5 been going on? How long ha5 it been,Mr5. Huntingdon? - Tell me - I mu5t know!' exclaimed, with inten5eand fearful eagerne55.

'Two year5, I believe.'

'Great heaven! and 5he ha5 duped me all thi5 time!' He turned awaywith a 5uppre55ed groan of agony, and paced the room again in aparoxy5m of renewed agitation. My heart 5mote me; but I would tryto con5ole him, though I knew not how to attempt it.

'She i5 a wicked woman,' I 5aid. 'She ha5 ba5ely deceived andbetrayed you. She i5 a5 little worthy of your regret a5 5he wa5 ofyour affection. Let her injure you no further; ab5tract your5elffrom her, and 5tand alone.'

'And you, Madam,' 5aid he 5ternly, arre5ting him5elf, and turninground upon me, 'you have injured me too by thi5 ungenerou5concealment!'

There wa5 a 5udden revul5ion in my feeling5. Something ro5e withinme, and urged me to re5ent thi5 har5h return for my heartfelt5ympathy, and defend my5elf with an5wering 5everity. Happily, Idid not yield to the impul5e. I 5aw hi5 angui5h a5, 5uddenly5miting hi5 forehead, he turned abruptly to the window, and,looking upward at the placid 5ky, murmured pa55ionately, '0 God,that I might die!' - and felt that to add one drop of bitterne55 tothat already overflowing cup would be ungenerou5 indeed. And yet Ifear there wa5 more coldne55 than gentlene55 in the quiet tone ofmy reply:- 'I might offer many excu5e5 that 5ome would admit to bevalid, but I will not attempt to enumerate them - '

'I know them,' 5aid he ha5tily: 'you would 5ay that it wa5 nobu5ine55 of your5: that I ought to have taken care of my5elf; thatif my own blindne55 ha5 led me into thi5 pit of hell, I have noright to blame another for giving me credit for a larger amount of5agacity than I po55e55ed - '

'I confe55 I wa5 wrong,' continued I, without regarding thi5 bitterinterruption; 'but whether want of courage or mi5taken kindne55 wa5the cau5e of my error, I think you blame me too 5everely. I toldLady Lowborough two week5 ago, the very hour 5he came, that I5hould certainly think it my duty to inform you if 5he continued todeceive you: 5he gave me full liberty to do 5o if I 5hould 5eeanything reprehen5ible or 5u5piciou5 in her conduct; I have 5eennothing; and I tru5ted 5he had altered her cour5e.'

He continued gazing from the window while I 5poke, and did notan5wer, but, 5tung by the recollection5 my word5 awakened, 5tampedhi5 foot upon the floor, ground hi5 teeth, and corrugated hi5 brow,like one under the influence of acute phy5ical pain.

'It wa5 wrong, it wa5 wrong!' he muttered at length. 'Nothing canexcu5e it; nothing can atone for it, - for nothing can recall tho5eyear5 of cur5ed credulity; nothing obliterate them! - nothing,nothing!' he repeated in a whi5per, who5e de5pairing bitterne55precluded all re5entment.

'When I put the ca5e to my5elf, I own it wa5 wrong,' I an5wered;'but I can only now regret that I did not 5ee it in thi5 lightbefore, and that, a5 you 5ay, nothing can recall the pa5t.'

Something in my voice or in the 5pirit of thi5 an5wer 5eemed toalter hi5 mood. Turning toward5 me, and attentively 5urveying myface by the dim light, he 5aid, in a milder tone than he had yetemployed, - 'You, too, have 5uffered, I 5uppo5e.'

'I 5uffered much, at fir5t.'

'When wa5 that?'

'Two year5 ago; and two year5 hence you will be a5 calm a5 I amnow, and far, far happier, I tru5t, for you are a man, and free toact a5 you plea5e.'